You dun wanna noe how my day went today but basically I'm super pissed! So much complications for a matter so small! God! Does it always have to be like tht?! Wadeva man! Jan, come fast, I can't wait to start school again! On a lighter note, I gotta job, not something i wanted, nonetheless can't thank Rishab enough. Training starts this Wed and I hope Rishab will be there too, I dun wanna get lost in a place where I can't act as if "yea, i noe where i'm going". I noe, Bimbo, Ego, wadeva, no mood for any. Super nervous for Wed. Wish me luck! Tht's it, bye! Labels: And I'm Clueless Now Or Am I Juz Thinking Too Much? Another Day Has Gone I'm still all alone How could this be? You're not here with me You never said goodbye Someone tell me why Did you have to go? And leave my world so cold? -Michael Jackson - You're not alone Job Hunt Tomorrow! Wish me Luck! :D Labels: Or Maybe I Was Wrong... Today was interview day again. Almost got the job but i declined it. Like duh, who would wanna walk on streets and approach complete strangers and ask them to buy their products? haha! Well I'm not cut out for such jobs. And plus, if u're ever doing flag day, take e opportunity n observe e crowd. Stand in e middle of the road and you'll notice the crowd splitting at a certain distance away frm u and joining back again once they pass you. In other words, they're totally ignoring you! No kidding! And anyway, who am i to complain when i dun donate any money myself? HAHA! But atleast i'm proud to claim tht i do not act impolitely n just walk away when someone's talking to me n trying to persuade me to buy their product or to donate some money. Muahahaha! Ok wadeva, so in the end, am not doing tht job. More interviews coming up on mon and i hope tht to be my final destination. SERIOUSLY, wish me luck! Haha! And so yesterday was Hari Raya Haji! So met up all my cousins in my aunty's house and my older cousins were suggesting wad jobs i cld do during e hols. Oh and guess wad, ecareers say i can be a dietician or a nutritionist -.- Like WTH, I'm in need of one, who wld possibly want me as their dietician?! Hahahahaha! So after tht we ate and watched our baby vid! OMG, i was sooooooo fat and chubby and cute when i was small! Hahaha! And then i was like the centre of attraction most of the time! Haha! Haiz, How I wish i can go back to being a baby. After we watched the vid, my uncle was like, now all of u grow up so fast. He was rite. we all grew up so fast. Time changed. Things changed and it had been a looooooong time till yest tht i realised tht hey, me family is BIG! Haha! WOW, 16 years of my life, gone so fast. Now thinking back, it isn't just secondary school memories tht i'll miss, but alot more things too. Sometimess i wonder why time has to tick by and not just tock still but nonetheless, guess tht's life and we just gotta appreciate and love wad we hv got. People say tht God always gives us wad we deserve. Well, if tht's true, I guess God has given me everything tht i more than deserve! Haha and i can't thank him enough! So thk u God! I promise to do you proud! Haha, LAME! Other than tht whole commotion yest, plannings done! Only gotta confirm them now! woohoo! I finally feel more organised after e unorganised weeks tht just passed by! Speaking of which, it has only been 2 weeks since 'O's ended and next week's oredi December! WOW! I've seriously got nothing to say to tht actually. Haha! Well apart from tht, bye and I'm gonna rot at home tmr. So sad:( Miss the girls so much! (And yes, you too Shawn) Haha. Meet up soon ppl! Byebye world. I needa sleep now, eyelids are failing me! See ya! (: Labels: Sometimes I wonder how did this happen but I'm just happy it did :D HEADLINES: (The good part comes first :D) Hair looked good today(woohoo!), was punctual(Phew!), got an agent(yay!), was in Town(yipee!) and tht's it. (Now here comes the bad part) Still no job yet(GOD!), Got lost!, Blisters on my feet(Stupid shoes!), Handphone battery flat, Couldn't contact mum, all the more, more lost, was super pissed but in the end, I can't thank God enough for making me in Singapore, bcoz Singapore's like e size of my palm and like who could possibly get lost in Singapore! Oh wait, "Making me in Singapore..." Tht sounded wrong rite? Ok, wadeva! So the moral of the story: Never go look for a job at an area where u're not familiar with! NOT! Haha! I somehow enjoyed being lost, atleast tht gave me all the reasons to check out different malls especially in areas where i dun usually shop but will cost me like my lifetime savings! Hahaha! Ok, Lame. But But, once I get my salary, I'm gonna go shopping till i literally drop! Muahahahahahahaha! I'll drag kanchana or the girls with me! Hahaha! So lets face the truth, today sucked, but nono, there's always smth to cheer me up at e end of e day, muahahahahaha! And tdy, it was DOVE chocolate! Hahahahaha! On top of tht, Interview on Sat (dun wanna depend on e agent -.-) and tmr, Hari Raya Haji, excited n not so excited at the same time! Haha! And i just realised something else, I have so many plans to erm... plan! Haha. But none confirmed!! I'm gonna be super busy next week! Yay, miss tht since CCAs ended! Haha! Hey maybe i can become an event planner in future! Ok, i noe, Lame. WADEVA! Am gonna go play Pet Society in Facebook now. I gotta earn like 800++ coins to buy the white sofa! And i can't believe I'm saying tht here. Haha. America's next top model tdy! Yay can't wait, its e FINALS! Wish Allison n the other girls all the best! Wait, wad am i saying?! Tht show could hv oredi ended in America. "Dear Nazira, WAKE UP!" Ok, Goodbye!(: Labels: Misses much :D You know i feel as though I've blogged SOOOOO Much but this is only the 60th post -.- Haha! So today, i was rudely woken up, violated all over and forced into the toilet to bathe and get ready to go to Vivo & & watch a movie -.- Note: Disadvantage of having a sister / a sibling who is of e same gender as you (but I'm not too sure abt guys, do they like being touched?? Hahahaha!) , they just touch you anywhere the reason simply being, I have everything tht u have! -.- Wadeva! But my day wasn't all tht bad :D Caught My sister's keeper which we were supposed to watch on e 14th after grad lunch but unfortunately Jurong point was no longer filming tht movie -.- Haha. Anyways, the movie was good, but the book was better! I love jodi picoult! And i'm missing reading books! Gotta go to e lib soon and borrow a book. Movie day got cancelled and its postponed to i dunno when. Wild Wild Wet next Friday if everyone can make it. Tamil class outing next week? Not confirmed abt tht too. Haha! Plus New moon soon! Once its out ofcoz, eh Durga? We'll drag e rest in! Muahahahaha! And to end everything nicely, I'm going for an interview tmr! Yay!!!!!! Woohoo! Wish me luck! And now, for more Bejeweled Blitz in facebook! Hahaha! Goodbye World!(: Labels: Queries... another impt part of life... NAZIRA BANU IS SO HAPPY TDY! Its gonna be 12 midnight. And i'm happy. I noe, I'm weird. Shawn, hurry come back from ur boring chalet, u're gonna miss like a million movies!! Plus, the guitar's waiting for you! Muahahahahaha! & & I can't wait to go IMM again! Woohoo! Shopping soon with mummy and sis! And after I get my first month's salary, I'll bring my whole family shopping! Muahahahaha! But first, let me get a job! Stupid companies, reply me soon! And now, I'll go sleep. But I can't sleep. Ok, I noe, I'll shut up! Goodnight everyone!(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(: Labels: Interesting it is:D So today went shopping with Lavanya at IMM. Finally met her after her LOOOOOOOOONG holiday in Bali w/o me:( Haha. And my hair wasn't in place again. Grrrr! Wadeva but IMM was fun! Haha! Tmr i think its movie day in Durg's place. Haha! One of the reasons why i like hols, u nvr hv planned outings! Haha! Ok gonna watch harry potter n the Half blood prince now, online. Haha. Watched P.S.I Love you yesterday and OMG i love tht movie! I noe, I'm slow but hu cares! Dang! tht movie was super awesome! I'm gonna flood myself with more movies till i get a job! And i'm lazy to run. Ok no, i gotta lose weight! Goodbye(: Labels: Missing a few pieces =( TRUST. BELIEVE. BRAVERY. LOVE. A message short and sweet but mean countless things. Thank You(: Goodbye(: Labels: Fill it in. Its my turn Shawn, TIRED! Haha. Today's plans got cancelled due to someone pangseh-ing us last minute. Ok kidding. I understand dude! So went to Aunty's place instead. And everybody was in a super bad mood! Ooooh! But nah, me changed everything! See all the reasons why I'm supposed to be proud of myself! Che! Ok, wadeva. Haha. Anyways. Am seriously tired after the long day and my bad hair day happens to be today. Oh maybe it was due to all the water bombs yday. I just realised, why did everybody have to aim at my hair?! Nonsense ppl! Anyways, am still looking for a job. I see squares now after staring at all the squares in the newspaper for a long time. Haha! Anyways, wish me n Sirin luck, next week's e date! Funny, I'm excited! Haha. Yes i noe, I'm weird! Goodbye, Off to play Anj's guitar. Gotta surrender it to Shawn tmr. Shawn, better take good care of it. Bye guitar, mummy'll miss you. Haha. Goodbye world(: Labels: I LOVE MY LIFE=) Yesterday was a super tiring day! We went to west coast for EL farewell party. Oh my, I had both farewell parties on e same week, dear kiddos just cldn't wait to say goodbye! Hahas! Kidding ppl! So yea we went west coast n we ate, got wet not due to e rain but due to water bombs. I was so scared for my puff n tht happened to be the first place they aimed at. Nonsense ppl! But haha, our president got super wet! Haha! Anita was the most funn-est to play with water. Haha! I dun think she would want me to say wad she did but trust me it was super funny we kept laughing our heads off! Hahahahaha! Shawn, i like the part whereby she'll go, "I'm sry Shawn I have to do this and poof!" Haha, we know wad happened! Hahahahahahahaha! Still laughing! Hahas! And after e whole chaos,i was super duper duper super tired. So i went home, bathed, and fell flat on my bed! Wad a life! Yes i noe, interesting eh Andrea? Haha! So today, hmmm.... we're playing "tennis" Haha! We'll see abt tht! HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY ANITA! Rise and Shine! Goodbye will be back later! Muahahahahaha! Labels: Missing a few pieces =( To rupini: Sry for rushing into things but i dun take back wad i said bcoz tht has been more or less wad i've been wanting to say but thot tht it didn't matter anymore n nopes i dun hate u as well. I never did in fact despite wrongly thinking tht tht post was referring to me (though my post sounded mean n as if i hated u, hate is a very strong word my dear). And yes i still find as though u contradict but i'm glad u noe tht u can't judge me or my group of friends. Just like how i can't judge u or ur group of friends which if u read carefully, i didnt. Anyways am glad ur life has moved on like mine and i wish u all the best in finding out wad u always wanted, i mean, urself. Its funny how u can contradict not being friends and not being enemies at the same time but anyways, like wad i said before everything's over n it doesn't bother me anymore. Life is very beautiful indeed and there's lots of things sometimes we can't express in words, till now i've never found out why tht is so but for our case, i suggest we both leave them behind n move on with our own lifes bcoz there's more to both our lifes than just rupini or nazira. Thx for the wishes and again god bless and all e best. Today we went to catch 2012! Like finally! GOD love tht movie! Mangs was crying oredi! Haha. To those hu haven't caught it, i suggest go catch it! Like seriously! When we came out of the theatre we were like, oh look, singapore's still in place! Haha. nice movie, sad, but nice. Humanity. Impt msg frm it. Ok am super tired! Nothing much to say other than, go catch it! Tmr there's our EL farewell party. Like thk god tht's in the afternoon can sleep till so late! Haha. Oh guess wad, i made it on time tdy! Not bad, i managed to keep my promise. But ahem! Some ppl came late! Haha. ok, kidding. Can finally catch America's next top model tdy! Can u believe it, I was anticipating Wed n Thurs for Singapore Idol and America's next top model. yes i noe, I'm weird. Goodbye(: Labels: Missing a few pieces =( Heyhey! Such a tiring day today! Sry for starting the morning so bad oredi, but i assure u, tht'll be the last of it(: Anyways, had fun in school today. Kiddos called me back for a meeting but guess wad it was a farewell party for the seniors (supposedly) but it turned out to be a farewell party for just 1 senior! Haha! kiddos, thk u loads, for the gifts and tht wonderful video! Luv u ppl many many! It was so hard leaving sch. As i walked out of school, memories of our laughter, crazyness and hyperness revolved around my memory space. The hall, music room, canteen, IT resource room, 4/5 classroom, staffroom where our debate trainings were sometimes held (no kidding!) HOD room, where Mdm Priya would mark my compo, the lib where most of our EL sessions were held. Woah! i really think i'm gonna cry! Haha. Sad sad life. Anyways, after the whole commotion in school, headed off to my sis' sch for a parent-teacher-meet session bcoz my parents cldn't make it:( God, it sucks to be on holiday, i had to act all adult-ish today. but not bad, i liked it! Haha! "So wad does she have to do to improve her Maths?"... "Oh yes, ofcoz!"..."Aha, yes, correct"... haha! not bad ah? haha! Ok, wadeva. Then after tht, rushed off to Anj's place to meet the other pigs in her house. It was like a debators' PARTAAAY! Haha! So we played the guitar again. I'm improving! woohoo! but super slow! GOD! i think I'll take another 150years to master everything n be as good as Anj! Oooh! head spinning! but so sad, the world is ending in another 3 years! Speaking of which, I'm gonna catch 2012 tmr with the girls! Too bad, Shawn's not coming for this one! Miss us Shawn! Haha. Anyways, I think we'll be going Orchard! woots! Luv tht place! Can't wait! Wait wad time again? 10.45 at lakeside eh? Alrighty! woohoo! Wish me luck to be punctual! haha! See u ppl! P.S. This song is stuck in my head. I played it on the guitar today! Woohoo! I rock dun i?! Okok! Wadeva. Wise man say only fools rush in... But I can't help falling in love with you... -Falling in love with you, Elvis presley Am humming away... BYE!! Labels: Missing a few pieces =( To whoever it may concern: If you're expecting a reply, here it is. Firstly, I only said u taught me how to smile. I didn't say u put a smile across my face nor did u teach me my way through life. So dun talk as if u did. Next, its so funny how u can contradict urself when u say u miss me and u dun want me back. Hah! Get ur thots rite first my dear. I never said i wanted you back too. And just incase if u haven't been catching up with my earlier posts I've said a long time back tht I've found the rite ones now. And hello u left me? We left each other, at the same time. And i've long gone been over you since the moment i decided not to talk to you or tht there was no point in talking and finding out wad e prob is. In case if u dun understand wad tht means, it equates to not wanting u back too(: I noe i'm being very mean here but honey, think abt urself first. Rmb how u used to tell me things abt ur bumble bee? Rmb how u used to tell me things abt ur passionate ants? Rmb how u used to tell me things abt Riz? Now can i ask u the same question. Did ur opinions on them change only after we left each other? In other words are u making use of all of them? I dun think so rite? Its funny how a person can say tht someone was breathing into her atmosphere only after abt 2 years of friendship. Face it honey, u're jealous. And tht is why i feel betrayed. How someone so close to u can actually be jealous of you. And my dear, rage=anger and one of the reasons why anger sprouts is bcoz of jealousy. Its humans' tendency to change the way they think just like how they change and adapt to the situation coming ahead. And my dear its only after one changes the way they think tht they are able to change themself. They work together. The mind controls ur body. Yes u've changed and just like tht my opinions have changed too. U being a human as well, I'm sure ur opinions on ppl change as well. I'm not here to ask u why or anything bcoz yes like wad u said its over n it doesn't bother me anymore. but u saying something like tht abt me, nah, i'm not the kind of person who lets u talk all u want and i just sit down like a harmless pussy, not saying anything(: U have ur own reasons on why and how ur opinions on those ppl that i've just stated above change n i have mine too. I find no reason in explaining them to u bcoz u dunno me anymore. U've got ur own life now n i have mine. Yup tht's it. And yes god bless and all the best to u too. Labels: COGITO ERGO SUM Heyhey! My 12 year old cousin taught me how to play pet's society in facebook. Ain't tht embarassing?!Haha! Anyways, my pet was so cute n i liked the graphics! haha! I know i'm slow with wad u can do in facebook. Wadeva! Haha. Tmr am going school in the morning at 10am! My kiddos are having a Indian Dance meeting and they invited me to join in! haha! can't wait! all the best kids! I'll be watching from the back! Muahahahahaha! Oh god i'm so scared to go school again. i think i'll start crying when all the memories come back. Woah! I'm really gonna miss school like crazy! Especially the teachers, my friends and all our crazy moments in the IT resource room, canteen n even on our way back home! Hahas! Oh and even the 4th floor! haiz, so sad good things do come to an end! Am gonna miss every part of school which made me, well ME! Haha. yea tht's abt it. After school, I'm gonna meet anjiao and Shawn n maybe Durga again for our second Guitar lessons! haha! Wish us luck! Bye ppl! Labels: Missing a few pieces =( HELLO WORLD! I changed my blog skin! U look so good in pink dear bloggy! Haha. Anyways, I hate contacts! I love God! I love Durga & Mangala! Today was the most scariest day in my entire life! I almost killed my precious eyes! So sry dear eyes! I swear I'll never wear contacts again! For now i mean! but i really hope everything's ok! Gotta wait till tmr. dear God, pls let me be able to see the world tmr! Ok tht sounded so melodrama. As if i was gonna die tmr! tht wld be super scary! Anyways, had my first guitar lessons in anj's place after the whole commotion with my eyes. I can't thank durga and Mangala enough for coming down to help me. I owe u ppl big time! haha. So i learnt some chords n a part of my heart willl go on by Celine Dion! So now i can proudly claim tht i'm musically talented! NOT! Haha! The guitar was more difficult then i thought! And seriously, i can't work well with all the Es Bs Gs As Ds & Es. Woah! I see stars! Tell me numbers n i'm fine with it(: Plus, my fingers are too short! So difficult to stretch the whole of e guitar's neck! Ouch! Muscles hurting! Haha! Other than that, was fun! Shawn n i discovered a new way to play the guitar. Surprisingly Shawn, I initiated the same idea as u to Anj! She was laughing her head off at the way i played using only one finger n guess which finger tht was, the middle one! The longest one! haha! Tdy was still great. Dear eyes, u dunno how greatful i am to hv u just as u with no additional features such as contact lenses! Sry for almost trying to kill u! Hahas. Anyways, tmr at Aunty's place! Oh my, whole week's filled! Next week, I can finally go look for a job! Sirin's joining me! Yipee! Wish us luck! Bye for now!(: Labels: Missing a few pieces =( HELLO! Was a super tiring day today but I had fun! I'll start from yesterday first! Haha! So it was Grad Lunch yesterday, 14th Nov 2009. Note: I graduated from JSS on 141109 at Jurong SAFRA! To start off, we were late! And we missed e whole etiquette course! Haha! Well, blame it on me. I was late first. the rest were waiting for me and we all ended late by the time we finished with our make up and hair! So sry guys! Anyways, I looked nice! Hehe! Plus, did i tell u? I LOVE CONTACT LENSES! Haha! Ok then we had Lunch and i had to go up to stage to get some certificate of merit for CCA achievement i think. GOD! It was so embarrasing! Oh Sirin, thx for screaming for me(: Mangs and i were so scared tht we will fall down e steps bcoz of our heels! Haha! But not bad i managed to balance quite well! Haha! Then e lunch continued. Boy, tht was e longest lunch I've ever been to! I started becoming restless! Haha! So we ended up taking pics. Mind you, the whole thing ended at 2 and we took pics up till abt 4! But i cldn't finish taking! It was super crowded! Haha! Yes, it was crazy but fun! I liked it!(: To all sec 4s and 5s, all the best for your results and all ur future endeavours! I'm gonna miss so many ppl! The teachers, their lessons, my classmates and all my wonderful friends! Love you all! Time has passed by us like super duper fast! i rmb at sec 1 when all the shit came and i hated school like crazy. I rmb also that at sec 1, i was the most not-sociable person and the person who alwyas put a frown in the face. There came sec 2 and things changed. began smiling more and changed alot all thx to Janah and Anita (for joining me in my usual runs to encourage me to lose all the weight. Haha!), Sirin and Rupini (for teaching me how to smile) and definitely not forgetting Mangala (for making me a more confident person). Then there was sec 3 where we all aplitted and our friendship too splited and just when i thot everything was gone the tables turned at sec 4 and somehow we all bonded back and better than ever! Haha! Sounds so danny phantom but anyways tht's the fact. 4 years. All gone in a snap of the fingers. And now all tht remains are the memories. I'll treasure all the memories, whether sweet or sour and keep them close to my heart forever. To all those who were part of me and making me who i am today, thk u so much! U dunno how greatful i am to u! And to the rest whom i wasn't tht close to, I just wanna say thk u so much for being a part of my life! Thk u all for the great memories! I Love JSS! because its made of the greatest hearts! Hahas! As for today, it was Mangsy's birthday! Happy 16th birthday M.Mangalambikai! Love you many many!(: So it was a surprise birthday party. We were invited by her family. So sweet of them! We managed to surprise Mangs despite her high IQ! Or so she claims! Haha! And then we ate and were made to tell Mangs one good thing about her. Everyone had to do it. It was kinda embarassing to do it in front of so many ppl esp in front of her family but she deserved it and Mangs, I'm sure u noe i've got more to say then juz tht, not bcoz i talk alot but bcoz u've done tht much! Haha, thk u Mangs(: (See i included u this time! Haha! And this whole paragraph is about you! Haha! So be happy!) Then we took pics and gave Mangsy her present. So glad she liked it! Haha! Didn't noe u too liked white Mangs! Haha! Anyways, tht was tht. We all had fun! Oh Oh! Plus we all got to see Mangsy's baby vid. whereby she was.... Nvm! Haha! I'll save Mangsy the embarrasement coz its her special day tdy! Mangs, mind you, its only for today! Muahahaha! Haha. So yup had fun and now am dead beat! I needa rest! Tmr, heading off to SP to watch Corny perform in her school play! All the best Corny! We'll be there!(: After which, Durga, Shawn and I are gonna have our first guitar lessons with Anjelica! Woots! Like I finally get a chance to learn it after 2 years of longing-ness! Hahas! Wish me luck! As of now, Goodnight!(: Labels: Missing a few pieces =( Its over! Woohoo! And now, the countdown for results begin! Wow! Things move like super fast! I rmb when i was counting down for prelims to end and then for the 'O's to begin and then for the 'O's to end and now it really has ended! WOW!!!! And tmr's grad lunch. Seriously, I've got no mood for it plus i'm gonna look so fat in my dress!:( Grrrr! I gotta continue my runs! Soon... Haha! I needa rest first. So I'll take e weekends for tht! Muahahahahahaha! Ok so tmr's Grad Lunch. Meeting everyone at Mangsy's place and then get ready there. And u noe girls take like super long to get ready so we are meeting up at Mangsy's place like super early! Ahhhh! there goes my sleep again! Anyways... then i think we'll be taking a cab down to safra that is if all 5 of us can fit into e cab. If not... I dunno? I dun wanna move about much in my heels. I oredi have problems walkin' with them! Haha. Anyways, yup tht's tht. Then everything will end at about 2 and we're planning to go catch 2012 after tht! Haha! Well we'll see how it goes tmr. All in all, I've got no mood:( But as usual, the fake smiles(: Oh Oh! I can't wait to see wad Shawn's gonna wear tmr! Woohoo! Gosh! He's so gonna kill me! Haha. Ok then, see ya! Now, i need sleep. Goodnight world!(: P.S. I like my new hair cut! Haha! I'm so full of myself aren't I?! Haha! Okok! I'll stop! Goodbye!(: Labels: LOOK BEYOND THERE'S SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS=) One Republic - All the right moves All the right friends in all the wrong places So yeah, we're going down They've got all the right moves in all the right faces So yeah, we're going down Just paint the picture of a perfect place They've got it better than what anyone's told you They'll be the King of Hearts, and you're the Queen of Spades And we'll fight for you like we were your soldiers I know we've got it good But they've got it made And the grass is getting greener each day I know things are looking up But soon they'll take us down before anybody's knowing our name. They've got all the right friends in all the right places So yeah, we're going down We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces So yeah, we're going down They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going Yeah, we're going down They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going Yeah, we're going down Do you think I'm special? Do you think I'm nice? Am I bright enough to shine in your spaces? Between the noise you hear And the sound you like Are we just sinking in an ocean of faces? It can be possible that rain can fall, Only when it's over our heads The sun is shining everyday, but it's far away All the world is dead. They've got, They've got all the right friends in all the wrong places So yeah, we're going down We've got all the right moves and and all the wrong faces So yeah, we're going down They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going Yeah, we're going down They said, everybody knows, everybody knows where we're going Yeah, we're going down It doesn't matter what you see. I know i could never be Someone that looks like you. It doesn't matter what you say I know i could never face someone that could sound like you. All the right friends in all the wrong places So yeah, we're going down We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces So yeah, we're going down All the right friends in all the wrong places So yeah, we're going down We've got all the right moves and all the wrong faces So yeah, we're going down They said, everybody knows everybody knows where we're going Yeah we're going down They said, everybody knows everybody knows where we're going Yeah we're going down Yeah we're going down Yeah we're going down All the right moves, heyYeah, we're going down All the right moves, heyYeah, we're going down I forgot who i was for a moment. Labels: LOOK BEYOND THERE'S SO MUCH MORE THAN THIS=) Laughter, the best medicine for all sorts of pain! Thx guys! Haha. Things are perking up! Woohoo! 2 more papers to go! Wish me luck! Sirin, I haven't forgotten u, U noe i love u more than u think! Plus, I'm looking out for ur eye bags! Hahas! Kidding! Durga, thank you so much for today!(: Lastly, "Its good to be a woman!" Goodbye world!(: Labels: COGITO ERGO SUM=) I felt like a housewife today. Did alot of chores! On one part, I'm happy doing it, bcoz there's a feeling of satisfaction that i am helping my mum, something that i dun always do -I know, I'm a bad daughter! - on the other part, I only wish things would return back to normal at home and within me. Somehow some things dun seem rite. They say absence make the heart grow fonder but sometimes God's light seems to you like total darkness, to me that is. Suddenly i feel the need to talk to my Aunt, but somehow, things arnd her dun seem rite too. Guess life's like that. I'm on my own now, just like how Ms Ong puts it. I can't wait to get 'O's over and done with but on the other hand I'm scared for the results, which is why i told myself that I'll look up at some poly courses over the hols. My cuz is helping me on that. Thk god! Nonetheless, the dream to wear those white and blue uniform is still there, each day growing smaller and smaller. We'll see how things goes and if i really am capable enough to enter that sch or my passion for dance wld just have to vanish after sec sch which is definitely not something i want! I'm not giving up even before my papers end but somehow, I'm not so optimistic this time. Somehow the optimism has died after the countless disappointments. Anyways, it had been a very hectic weekend and things at home seem to be getting better. I guess this is a learning point for each and everyone of us at home and maybe even a chance for me to understand my dad better. I guess I'll never fully understand adults till i become one someday but till then i just gotta learn how to give in and be more understanding especially at home, which I'm improving at but i just gotta improve more on. It had been a long time since i last saw my cousins and I'm happy that i finally saw all of them yday despite the midst of exams for some of us. Though all of us were laughing and smiling, I could tell that they were all fake and there's just somethings going on in each and everyone of our lives at this point of time. Somehow i dun understand why and somehow i just feel as though I'm thinking too much but seriously, the heart never lies. But there's just seomthing about the heart tht i dun understand. Have i grown stupider? Haha. Wadeva! That's about it, gotta get back to physics. I dun think I have the mood for e date with Durgs tmr but I have promised her and she's coming for me so i dun wanna disappoint her. That's it then. Update soon when everything is better. Labels: COGITO ERGO SUM=) Woohoo!! Humanities over! The one subject i needed e most inspiration for is over! Geog was fine. But SS... God those SBQs and dang! Venice didn't come out! Only hope my Globalisation was good enough! Anyways, Paper 1s for the sciences left. Quick date with Durgs on Tues after Physics paper 1 to get some stuffs and then it'll be Bio and Chem Paper 1 left! Now, i need sleep. Am super tired! Good night world! Will be back once all's over! Labels: MOMENTUM 1 week down, 2 weeks to go! 4 Subs down And 4 more to go! WTH man! This week were all e Eng and Maths papers. As for next week, Seriously, Wish me luck! I need all e luck i can get! Its the humanities! Ahhhhhh!!!! Ok, Whites and Blues, if there's anything stopping me from getting u, tat'll be the humanities, whoever made tht a compulsory subject? Go and die! Ok, fine! No complaining! Back to mugging! Hey does tht rhyme? Ok forget i said tht! Goodbye bloggy and Goodmornin' world! 14 days to go! Its a nice number. But i dun think its nice enough for this situation. Nonetheless, it is the test for patience, to realise your capabilities, my capabilities. If it is to be, it is up to me. We'll see how things goes. ByeBye! Labels: COGITO ERGO SUM=) |
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