on Tuesday, November 10, 2009 , 6:16 PM
Laughter, the best medicine for all sorts of pain! Thx guys! Haha.

Things are perking up! Woohoo!

2 more papers to go! Wish me luck!

Sirin, I haven't forgotten u, U noe i love u more than u think! Plus, I'm looking out for ur eye bags! Hahas! Kidding!

Durga, thank you so much for today!(:

Lastly, "Its good to be a woman!"

Goodbye world!(:

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on Monday, November 9, 2009 , 4:08 PM
I felt like a housewife today. Did alot of chores! On one part, I'm happy doing it, bcoz there's a feeling of satisfaction that i am helping my mum, something that i dun always do -I know, I'm a bad daughter! - on the other part, I only wish things would return back to normal at home and within me. Somehow some things dun seem rite. They say absence make the heart grow fonder but sometimes God's light seems to you like total darkness, to me that is. Suddenly i feel the need to talk to my Aunt, but somehow, things arnd her dun seem rite too. Guess life's like that. I'm on my own now, just like how Ms Ong puts it.

I can't wait to get 'O's over and done with but on the other hand I'm scared for the results, which is why i told myself that I'll look up at some poly courses over the hols. My cuz is helping me on that. Thk god! Nonetheless, the dream to wear those white and blue uniform is still there, each day growing smaller and smaller. We'll see how things goes and if i really am capable enough to enter that sch or my passion for dance wld just have to vanish after sec sch which is definitely not something i want! I'm not giving up even before my papers end but somehow, I'm not so optimistic this time. Somehow the optimism has died after the countless disappointments.

Anyways, it had been a very hectic weekend and things at home seem to be getting better. I guess this is a learning point for each and everyone of us at home and maybe even a chance for me to understand my dad better. I guess I'll never fully understand adults till i become one someday but till then i just gotta learn how to give in and be more understanding especially at home, which I'm improving at but i just gotta improve more on. It had been a long time since i last saw my cousins and I'm happy that i finally saw all of them yday despite the midst of exams for some of us. Though all of us were laughing and smiling, I could tell that they were all fake and there's just somethings going on in each and everyone of our lives at this point of time. Somehow i dun understand why and somehow i just feel as though I'm thinking too much but seriously, the heart never lies. But there's just seomthing about the heart tht i dun understand. Have i grown stupider? Haha. Wadeva!

That's about it, gotta get back to physics. I dun think I have the mood for e date with Durgs tmr but I have promised her and she's coming for me so i dun wanna disappoint her. That's it then. Update soon when everything is better.

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on Sunday, November 1, 2009 , 8:51 AM
1 week down, 2 weeks to go!
4 Subs down
And 4 more to go!
WTH man!
This week were all e Eng and Maths papers.
As for next week,
Seriously,
Wish me luck!
I need all e luck i can get!
Its the humanities!
Ahhhhhh!!!!

Ok, Whites and Blues, if there's anything stopping me from getting u, tat'll be the humanities, whoever made tht a compulsory subject? Go and die!

Ok, fine! No complaining! Back to mugging! Hey does tht rhyme? Ok forget i said tht!
Goodbye bloggy and Goodmornin' world!

14 days to go!
Its a nice number.
But i dun think its nice enough for this situation.
Nonetheless, it is the test for patience,
to realise your capabilities,
my capabilities.
If it is to be, it is up to me.
We'll see how things goes.
ByeBye!

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on Thursday, October 22, 2009 , 4:10 PM
TIME CHECK: 4 DAYS
Being strong makes you beautiful
This is it
The clock is ticking
The feeling is awful
But the end product, is just awesome!
Break a leg!

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on Sunday, October 18, 2009 , 6:22 PM
Michael jackson - Heal the world

There's A Place In
Your Heart
And I Know That It Is Love
And This Place Could
Be Much
Brighter Than Tomorrow
And If You Really Try
You'll Find There's No NeedTo Cry
In This Place You'll Feel
There's No Hurt Or Sorrow
There Are WaysTo Get There
If You Care EnoughFor The Living
Make A Little Space
Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

If You Want To Know Why
There's A Love That
Cannot Lie
Love Is Strong
It Only Cares For
Joyful Giving
If We Try
We Shall SeeIn This Bliss
We Cannot Feel
Fear Or Dread
We Stop Existing And
Start Living
Then It Feels That Always
Love's Enough For
Us Growing
So Make A Better World
Make A Better World...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Dream We Were
Conceived In
Will Reveal A Joyful Face
And The World We
Once Believed In
Will Shine Again In Grace
Then Why Do We Keep
Strangling LifeWound This Earth
Crucify Its Soul
Though It's Plain To See
This World Is Heavenly
Be God's Glow
We Could Fly So High
Let Our Spirits Never Die
In My Heart
I Feel You Are All
My Brothers
Create A World With
No Fear
Together We'll Cry
Happy Tears
See The Nations Turn
Their SwordsInto Plowshares
We Could Really Get There
If You Cared Enough
For The Living
Make A Little Space
To Make A Better Place...

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

Its funny, how the mind forgets, but the heart doesn't(:

Anyways,

TIME CHECK: 8 DAYS

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on Friday, October 16, 2009 , 6:37 PM
TIME CHECK: 10 DAYS

Bongus Bongus Bongus! The head goes Bongus! Woohoo! Me going crazy! It was the last day of school today! Damn I'm gonna miss so many people! ELDDS, Dance, 4/5, the fourth floor crazy maniacs for their craziness and some 4/3 ians. I almost cried today when Ms Lim was talking to us at the end of the day while giving our report books. And for the first time today, I actually paid attention while Ms Tham was talking! Hah! Sorry for the rudeness but I think it was quite motivating erm... apart from her lame secondary school story which when she shared the whole cohort started laughing. Haha! We were being such meanies but oh well, shit happens! I can't wait for 'O's to end and i definitely can't wait for 14th November! The day of Graduation Lunch! Muahahahaha! See, even the teachers decide that we should graduate on such a nice date. Oh! Oh! I was born on the 14th! Though not on November but who cares man! I rock! My birthday rocks! Sec 4s rock! And woohoo! Graduation Lunch is gonna rock people's pants off! Yipee! Ok... too high. Relaxing... Relaxing... Relaxing...

I'm sorry dear bloggy, my sis said something stupid and made me so high. Haha! Well where on earth would i be without her! haha. Oh Oh, Mangs, If u're reading this, Hint Hint: Remember what happened on i think Monday (Swrna), possibility for my sister too! God and my sis is younger than yours! And its not something which i should be saying here but haha, no one else knows what tht hint hint is! Hahahaha! Ok... you can kill me on Tuesday.

To all the rest of the sec 4s and 5s, all the best for the 'O's baby! Last lap, last chance and i hope u all get what u want! Oh and to all Hindu friends and people, HAPPY DEEPAVALI and
Shawn Lim JunTa, HAPY BIRTHDAY you! We love you!=)

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on Friday, October 9, 2009 , 7:06 PM
HELLO!

Quite a number of things happened this week. And though i dun show that I'm hurt, I noe that there's always this one person who stands by me and ask "Naz... are u ok?" Though i lie, this person just knows perfectly how I'm feeling inside and needless to say, she is there to make me laugh with her stupidity and forget all my worries. I used to wonder why does betrayal always happen to me. I used to wonder why was i so unlucky. But somehow i failed to recognise the ones who were adding colours to my life and that in actual fact, I am the luckiest person in the world. Surrounded by the bestest people I can ever imagine. Lavanya, Sirin, Mangala, Shawn, Anita and Durga, you people will not be forgotten for eternity. The people who were there to help me pull through my difficult moments. People say i appear strong but the truth is, it is you people who make me strong and confident each day and what else can i ask for?

Sirin and Lavanya, I noe u two are going through quite difficult moments recently. Lavanya never speaks about it but i noe she's hurt, very badly but not showing, but I'm happy to see her laughing more with us nowadays. As for Sirin, your problem is one I can't help much bcoz of the sensitivity in tht issue and I'm sorry. But i can see u getting brighter day after day and I'm happy that that bus trip was worth it after all. Well we have to thank the battousai guy for lying to us that the bus will be coming in 2 mins! haha! Never knew he could drama so well! haha! anyways, u guys, u dunno how thankful i am to have u people in my life. Do rmb that i'm always appreciative of the things you people did for me. So mangs, dun say tht again ok! Even if it is juz for fun!

Life is like a roller coaster ride. With ups and downs. Each time the roller coaster goes up we tell ourselves to hold onto the railings tightly and each time the roller coaster goes down, we assure ourselves that we can relax for a while. However in life, despite the ups and downs, we learn something new everyday. each time changing ourselves and rebooting our machines so that we'll be ready to face the tougher challenges ahead. Along this path is where many people come into your life. it is among this people that you have to choose the right ones. The right ones who allow u to be urself when you're with them. It took me 4 years to decide the right ones for me. And i really hope i've found the right ones now. No one said life was easy but as we pass by each phase rmb to look back and think back about the good moments you had and treasure them. This was said by Ms Lim. Thank you Ms Lim! You have motivated me so much today. Allowing me to overcome this thing which was in me for the pass few months.

With all that said, did i tell u?
My Life is the most beautiful thing that I have ever experienced. Humans may be the cause for all sorts of destruction but think on the bright side, Humans are the cause for all the love one can get and without it, humans will be nothing but zombies.

Love makes the world go round.
hardwork pays and rmb bitterness comes before sweetness!
never forgotten!
Lastly,

TIME CHECK: 17 DAYS

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on Thursday, October 1, 2009 , 12:21 AM
Time Check: 26 days!
Life is beautiful,
But it's complicated, & we barely make it.
If it is to be, It is up to me.

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on Wednesday, September 23, 2009 , 8:51 AM
Ms Tang:
In life, the chances of learning values are abundant, sometimes all it takes is an observant eye, a discerning mind and a reflective attitude. Our actions determine who we are, our habits determine our actions and our minds determine our habits. Be the people that you can be, for you can be great people. Treasure those around you now for they are part of your growing up journey and don't forget "Cogito ergo sum", "I think therefore I am". To add another meaningful quote to your list "Cape diem" which means "Seize the day" because after you think, you need to act.
I'm still trying to figure out the actual meaning of it. Her words are too big and powerful! Haha! Nonetheless, thank you Ms Tang!(:

2 more papers to go!
4weeks to 'O' Levels!

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on Sunday, September 20, 2009 , 7:22 AM
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Why do i feel so excited? Haha! Anyways, to all Muslim friends and people, Selamat Hari Raya!=)


Time Check: 36 Days!

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