on Thursday, April 29, 2010 , 7:30 PM
NURASHIKIN MADE MY DAY TDY! :)

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on Sunday, April 25, 2010 , 8:54 AM
I BELIEVE :)

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on Saturday, April 24, 2010 , 10:32 PM
It sucks to ask the same question over and over again. When I thought I finally solved it, it comes back haunting again! >.< What could suck more?! I hate it when that happens. But somehow, I don't feel all down because somehow I get to explore things all over again. We'll see what is in store :)

And now, back to homeworks :)

P.S. I should have done English Lit as my H1! It seems damn fun! J2s get to go UK and stage a play during assembly! How cool?! The tests are OPEN BOOK! :D:D:D:D Only down side is that we need to write poetries :( And I ain't creative AT ALL! :( I wish I was GOOD ENOUGH to be an Arts student and not just LOOK like an Arts atudent :( Haha. But oh well!

Goodbye! :)

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on Friday, April 23, 2010 , 8:41 PM
I've got 2+ days left!
I need to finish GPP by Monday!
Econs test on Mon.
GP Test on Tues and
Bio test on Wed.
I'm e only one in my class with a schedule like tht. Haiz. Dun quite like my combi so much anymore -.- Haha. Oh plus PW grp meet tmr and dance prac tmr. *Faints* But more imptly, i cnt fail Econs test! OH GOD! OH GOD!

P.S. Need to pick myself up! Though questions keep haunting me.

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on Wednesday, April 21, 2010 , 9:42 PM
Heyhey! Am too tired today. School was like... Dance... lessons... Chem test and more dance! only reached home at 8 -.- Haha. I did not go to school yesterday :P 20/04/10 marks the first day of me being absent in PJC! Hahaha! Like wadeva. Today was great! I FINALLY WENT TO SCH EARLY! I didn't have to run into the sch gate and pass the concourse or get caught at the concourse because the National Anthem had oredi started -.- or worst off, get caught outside the gates! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I was booked only ONCE this Term! But have ran into school like a million times oredi! HAHAHAHA! Ok wadeva, its not something I should be announcing so proudly. Oh well, there's always a first time to everything! :)

So anyway, today was International Friendship Day. So we so called celebrated it in school. The J1s danced and the J2s danced/played games. Somehow I think its my school's tradition to dance to every occasion?! HAHAHA! So anyway, today was fun! Especially when we all gathered at the front of the hall and shaked to the bollywood song! HAHAHA! After which we hip hopped to some K-pop music! Today, taught me a few things :) And today opened my eyes to some things :) Lessons spoilt the day after that! MUAHAHAHAHA! Nah, I was just kidding!

Haha, ok so now wish me luck as I fight through my tiredness to keep myself awake to complete all THE homeworks! :) Tmr's PE and I think we're gonna run with dumbells! Cool or wad? :)

GOODBYE!!!!!!!! :D

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on Sunday, April 18, 2010 , 10:09 AM
I slept at 4am yesterday! But woke up at 8! -.- Screw it! I can't seem to fall asleep on weekends but do alot of those on weekdays! Haha.

Anyways, the weekend is almost over, Maths tutorials to go and Chem test to study for!



And the picture above is taken by me during GP tutorial! Muahahahaha! I like it! And with that, lets start another week with a more POSITIVE mindset! I gotta work ALOT HARDER! And it ain't just about academics this time but for EVERYTHING! Work towards your goal, I'm working towards what I want (As my senior said, do what you want and F the rest!) :) And as said before, I'm gonna bust those asses! Don't look down on me, because I can definitely prove you otherwise :) I will and I would! :) Don't forget, karma's a bitch! Laugh at me all you want today, but keep this in mind, tomorrow it'll be my turn! :) The race is still on! May the best man win! HAH!

Goodbye! :)

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on Friday, April 16, 2010 , 10:08 PM
Heylo! :)

Another week, Another Friday, Another weekend and Another weekday. Weird much?

Moods have been so up and down this week. But being with the crazy bunch makes my day :) Found out ALOT of "truths" this week. Mostly, poked my heart but soon after got immune to it. No wonder people say the truth hurts, but oh well.

PW results were out tdy and only 23% got As while 71% got Bs. Like OMG, its SO difficult to get an A! That's it! More stress! :(

Work is piling up! Tutorials to complete and tests to study for. And another draft of PI to complete bcoz I realised that I missed out something VERY important in my previous draft! -.-

Apart from the CRAZY work load, classmates are the best! Prolly the only class that talks while running during PE. Haha!

Celebrated Bingqiang's birthday today during lunch break. Happy 18th dude! :) WE LOVE THE HIMBO OF S12! Oops, his pants is gonna burst again! HAHAHAHAHA!

Well, that's about it. I need sleep :(

P.S. Wad asses! But hey! Stop! Dun assume things! Snobbish people do exist, but we can never read their minds, just thank God, u're not like them! Gossips, and politics? Just not wad i like, so u can forget abt it :) But just wait, I'm not the kind that sits around and watch things happen! ^.- Will bust those asses, just wait!

P.S.S. Feels so cheated. But hey, time is precious. Move on Naz.

Goodbye! :)

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on Sunday, April 11, 2010 , 4:18 PM
YAY! Finally finished the 2nd draft of PI w/o distractions! CRAZY PEOPLE! I never knew people get CRAZIER as they get older! (Hints at Shan ^^) But oh well, I like it that way (Sings in the I WANT IT THAT WAY tune) Ok, wadeva. Haha! Oh i forgot to blog about this yest!

Ms Lim (Bio teacher) : Nazira, who is your CT?
Me : Ms Ng, Serene Ng
Ms Lim : OH U'RE FROM S12? SAME CLASS AS HUI LIN?
Me : (looking shocked, yet smiling) Yes S12 and ya, same class as Hui Lin :)
Ms Lim : OHHHHHHHH! (Laughs) I always thought u were from an art class!
Me: ART CLASS!?!
Ms Lim : (Laughs) YA! Sry! U look like an Art Student! (Laughs again)
Me : (Laughs) Really? I look like an art student?
Ms Lim : YA!

HAHA! My teacher thought I was an Art student! How cool is that?! HAHAHA!

Anyways, I'M SO HAPPY I FINALLY GOT THINGS SETTLED WITH MY MIND! Like Pooja says, "Sometimes its difficult to know what you want so fast." So lets just stick to doing what I like ya!? I wldn't forget the canoe moments though :) They taught me ALOT though my stay was only a SHORT one :) Push ups, pull ups, inclined pull ups, crunches, squats, boats, paddles, runs, speed, timing! Whoaaaa! A crazy world! But I went through all my trainings w/o giving up and doing wad i was asked of, finishing every task. Not forgetting the day when I managed to row out within just a few weeks of water training though my paddling and balancing wasn't perfect. As far as that is concerned, I'm happy and satisfied :) I may not be like certain seniors whom Christ and Atiqah reagards as 'PERFECT' because they are good at practically everything, but I do look up to them :) I miss Macritchie! HAHA! Somehow, it feels perfect to be imperfect! How cool and WEIRD is that?! Wadeva, I'm weird and I.... Like.... It..... That.... Way.... :D:D:D:D:D

I miss loads of people! And I can't wait for hols to come again! HAHAHA! But till then, its another hectic week ahead. So i better finish up my tamil compo! :O HAHA! Oh, and I forgot to include, I've lost 4kg oredi!!! MORE TO GO!!!! YEAAAA! (Follows Stan's rugby style!)

P.S. There's still a missing piece and it sucks to know what it is but not being able to get it :( The heart feels blank but the mind is moving on. The Human body is really the greatest creation of God's!? Haha :)

Goodbye :)

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on Saturday, April 10, 2010 , 7:55 AM
I'm still in a dilemma! :( Did i mention it feels so useless not being able to make up your mind on what you want. I dun even noe if this is wad i want anymore bcoz I've got interest in SOOOOOOO many things! Haiz, this sucks!

Apart from those, canoe seniors were having their competition the whole of this wk. And I must say they did VERY VERY well. 3/4 of them went to the finals. And i think PJ won 2 silvers and 1 bronze! WOW! This must've been such an achievement b4 they graduate! I'm so happy for them! :)

Oh and our dance competition last week, we didn't make it in :( Sadly :( UCC performance coming up next month. Practice has started. And we're dancing valayapatti again. Sec 3 memories :( Haha.

Apart from these, school has been getting more and more fun! :) But it sucks to stay up in sch everyday and just study, occasionally staring at the track and seeing people run, then to be busy running around with activities like how it was last year. It feels useless not being busy, i dunno why. And ppl think PA CCAs are supposed to be slack :( So heartbroken :( I can't make a decision and I'm not letting people make it for me. The funny thing is, I'm not regretting the decision I made at first! Wad an ASS! Ok wadeva, better get back to work. I'm so behind time :(

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on Saturday, April 3, 2010 , 12:25 PM
I almost deleted this crap but realised later that I didn't have the heart to :) Muahahaha!

Anyways, you know when you were young, you try so hard to please the 'grown-ups' that everything you do, you try and do it right. In an attempt to do that, some things can go wrong. And when they find out that you've done the wrong thing, they would scold you and maybe even pull your morale down so low. How could you have known then that wad you did was wrong? At that moment, the excitement you had to prove to 'them' that you're good, vanishes and it all boils down to feeling like dirt and that you're of no use at all. Its weird why I rmbed this all of a sudden but it just got me thinking if I made the right choice by quitting canoe. It has been a few weeks now since I quitted, devoting the rest of my time to dance. I guess its only natural for a PA person to do PA again like how a sports person do sports again. But does that mean PA aren't cut out for sports and that sports aren't cut out for PA? Or maybe is it just me? Why the segregation? Why not just follow wad you want? Then the question hits me : "Naz, wad do you want? You can't have the best of both worlds."

And I'm still pondering over that. I am not a quitter, I know. But to want smth, dun you need the passion for it? Wad is my passion? I know, deep down that it has always been abt performing. That's wad I've always liked. But i also noe deep down that I like training up and feeling fit! And getting all those medals from competitions! So here comes the question now that I am stuck in between. Wad do I want?

I'll ponder over that but meanwhile, tmr's Aratana competition and we got to make it in! Wish us luck! :) I can't wait! :) Now i gotta go get ready, going to my Aunt's place! And i gotta finish all my homeworks today! Oh I am done with the PI crap! Handed in the first draft but i think its gonna come back with loads of red marks.! I was half asleep while writing it! Haha, because I was dng it at 2+ am and in the midst of being half conscious, some bio stuff came up in the PI! Thank god I looked at it again b4 handing it up! HAHA! How weird. This is wad happens when u do smth in a half conscious mind e day after a bio test! HAHA! Yet again, its amazing how the brain works! :)

HAHA! See ya! ;) Feels so good to be back! :)

P.S. The priorities are set but rite now I am stuck in between the mind and the heart. One says yes while the other asks, you sure about this? which do i choose? :'(

P.S.S It sucks to have so many quesions running in your head!

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