Another long week has passed by. Am just happy it has finally passed by because if i went on feeling like a zombie in school, I'm screwed big time! So anyway, this week we had morning trainings like everyday but it was optional for J1s because we dun really have any competitions yet. The seniors' marathon is somewhere near March / April, can't rmb but ya. I only went for morning training on Thursday! hehe. Coz i cldn't wake up any earlier on Wed and Fri! -.- Wad an excuse! No more the coming week!!
Land training on Tuesday was not so bad but i gotta get back up in my stamina. U noe, at sec 4, i ran 2.4km in 14mins. And now... nvm. But i can forsee training becoming tougher and tougher as time goes by. Seeing buffed up seniors everyday only makes things scarier and whether I'm even cut out for something as tough as this in the first place. But still, I've got no heart to quit because this is really a test on willpower. We'll see how much of those is in me. Ok, wadeva. So melodrama. Haha. I miss the bimboest person on Earth, DURGASHREE MURU and those times we act Bimbo and irritate the rest! Haha.
Anyway, on Thursday, Pooja told me about the Agni dance competition and that they've oredi started practising for it. I wanted to dance too, duh! I dun wanna lose my touch for dance just because I'm not doing dance anymore. But to tell u e truth, I really felt weird dancing for PJ. It wasn't like tht when i first stepped into the dance studio in JSS and started practice for deepa-raya concert 2007. Anyway, went to Janani, talked to her and yea started practice. Oh btw, the competition was actually yesterday, so since we started practice only on Wed, we had 3 days to the competition :) How cool is tht? :) But i only started practice on Thursday because i only found out from Pooja abt the comp on Thursday. So anyway, the rest were ahead of me by 1 day. For Thursday's practice i felt like the worst dancer on earth despite having danced for 3 yrs. But anyway, caught up a bit on Friday and i didn't think i was still doing well. Sat was the day of competition and i was really freaking out because i was still unsure of some steps here n there and i didn't wanna let the rest down because they had been practising real hard as well. And my hair was super dry that day because the conditioner had oredi finished and my mum forgot to buy me a new one plus i didn't hv time to go down n get one on my own -.- Ok wadeva, tht was bimbo. Haha. So anyway, met up with the rest at 7.45 when i was supposed to be there at 7.30. Stupid AJC they had to be located so damn far from Jurong. Anyways, apologised and i was losing my voice on Sat, no idea why. Oh, today it is really gone. I can't even talk properly. This wld definitely be good news to some bcoz that wld only mean that i can't scream as much as b4 -.- So anyway, got to AJC, registered, saw Mangsy and her sch team :) We were allocated our rooms and went to change soon after. I looked, horrible! My hair really spoilt it and i spoilt Bindu's make up effort by perspiring like crazy just by practising a bit. Haha. So anyway we were soon called and were waiting outside a lecture theatre. I was stilll recalling all e steps outside, really didn't wanna miss out on any steps and spoil everything. Oh, we had to perform in a lecture theatre and the stage wasn't a stage at all -.- And the audience was only filled with the respective school's supporters and the judges -.- I so miss ACS stage! Ok anyway, i think i did ok. I didn't forget any steps! YAY! :) And i smiled :) Though it felt fake. I really dunno y it felt fake. U noe in JSS, i never had to be forced to smile while dancing bcoz it comes naturally for me. But here, Janani had to tell me countless times to smile. And i do, for a while that is. Sorry Janani. I dunno why, just dun feel like myself lately. So anyway, results were soon out and we had to go into another lecture theatre for the results. So AC went in, duh. JJ went in, even more duh! And Tampiness act went in! -.- Yea we didn't make it thru. Felt disappointing because we all worked like shit though it was last minute. But then again, the other teams worked like shit also rite. So anyway, got changed after the whole thing n went off to meet Mangsy for a super late lunch n to go get my contacts! Like finally! U noe how it feels like being blind during training?! Ok wadeva. Oh, n i missed training on Sat. Hehehe. No matter wad, performance always comes first :) Haha. Mangsy n i both felt weird being in diff schools. But anyway like wad she said, i gotta learn to let go of JSS and now adapt to PJC. Mangs said i shld hv appealed into JJ. But i dun have the heart to because, I dun wanna let go of canoeing!! And they dun have canoeing in JJ! Haha, wad a reason.
Anyways gotta get back to homeworks, after which make alot of phone calls. And i need to get myself back with training! I need to get back my stamina! And then i need to push myself further like nobody's business!! *Screams in that cracky voice*
P.S. I miss JSS, but yes, MOVE ON!
P.S.S. We need a 4/5 gatherng soon! AND a tamil class gathering soon! I wonder if it wld be possible for a whole cohort gathering? HAHA!
Goodbye :)
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I seriously hate it when people are being so selfish. Like really.
I'm really pissed!
Proper post soon.
Bye.
U know, i just realised something. Yesterday, during the 5km run, while I was running, there was this point of time whereby I really felt like giving up, like i cannot run anymore oredi. I know 5km is nothing for alot of people. But to me, it is the most honourable distance I've ran in a day! HAHA! So anyway, during that moment, I told myself that I had to continue. The people behind me would slow down if i slowed down, as it is that the people behind were not allowed to cut you. I took in deep DEEP breaths and suddenly flash backs started coming in. Funny, they were all debate flash backs.
I suddenly remembered during our 2nd prelim round. We made it through. But i rmbed feeling totall shitty. It was the round I debated, 1st speaker. And i screwed it up by going too fast and not stopping when the time was up. I rmbed Amanda's face. And the way her eyes looked at me saying, "see this is wad u are supposed to do!" as soon as Shawn spoke his piece. That moment pierced my heart really really hard. Once that round was over, the judges spoke and we were through! All Jurong-ians were screaming and I just sat and smiled. I was really happy we made it through, yet the feeling of failing to do something right, especially something that you've loved so much, didn't quite sink in well. I wanted to cry that day i rmb. But there were just too many people infront me. I also rmbed Amanda hugging me that day and saying that I did good but she was just disappointed at that part of my speech, Mrs Aidil must've definitely said something about wad happened on the day of Sports Day -.- But its ok, I love the both of them :) I also rmb when everything ended and we waved Amanda goodbye and her last gaze, fell on me. And when we were climbing down the stairs to the bus, Shawn was climbing down beside me, looking at my face, not speaking a word. When I noticed his presence beside me, I looked up at him, frowning and asking wad. Haha, sry dude. And then his expression had the most worried look on earth! I think my eyes could've oredi gotten teary at that moment. I was controlling really really hard. Seeing that, Shawn was like, are u ok? U did well u noe. Ur reply speech was very good! I was like, "No, both my speeches sucked. Screwed. I sucked" He was like, "No, it didn't! Everyone was saying ur reply speech was good." And then I was quite, didn't know wad to say because I knew that if I opened my mouth to talk, tears would be rollling down my cheeks any sooner. Soon after, Shawn was like "If u were a guy, I wld've hugged you and if i were a girl, I wld've hugged you" And i started laughing. That was the moment I teared but wiped it away soon after so that no one would notice. And then my flash back moved to the preparation for debate finals. I rmbed Anj and I had to go out of the room so that the rest could decide who to place as the the 2nd speaker for the finals. And after wad seemed like ages, Amanda finally came out and told us the results and as I expected, I was not speaking but somehow, after the countless rounds of "Anjelica, u're speaking this round" (indirectly saying that I was nothing but just the reserve) that rejection didn't seem so huge to me. I felt nothing but numb-ness. And now, feeling sick about doing debate again is nothing but the fear of being bad at it, AGAIN.
And then I stopped and realised that hey why am i being so selfish? Why am i only thinking abt myself? And then I started thinking about the day of debate finals. Anj's rebuttals couldn't be opened. Shawn's scripts hadn't been printed. All their scripts hadn't been cut out and pasted properly in their notebooks. Mrs Aidil was busy with speech day the next day as well but settled those quickly and came to attend to us. We were all gathered in the lib around a computer, starring hard at a stupid machine that failed to work at an important time like that. Anjelica was panicking. Seeing that, Mrs Aidil panicked alot too. Durga was really quiet in all those stress. Shawn wasn't there at that moment. Then it rushed down to a point whereby Anj had to rush home to get her rebuttals again so that Mrs Aidil could print them. I rmb Anj was about to run out and I stopped them and said why dun Anj use Shawn's rebuttals instead since they are both 1st and 2nd speakers and they dun need such elaborated rebuttals unlike Durga's speech. And everyone went, "Oh ya!" Anj was still at a super panicky state maybe unsure if that would work out because Shawn's usage of language was different from hers. But we had to give it a go and we did. Once everything was settled, we moved into the little room in the lib and started cutting and pasting papers frantically. Mrs Aidil came in once in a while to check on how we were doing. I also rmb she said something like "Well we gotta overcome all these difficulties before we win". Haha. So anyway, everything was done and we left to JJC shortly. No one had eaten yet. None had the appetite. And so the debate started. Once everything was over, I somehow had this feeling that we weren't gonna win that round. It wasn't because the opposition party's speakers were better. Bullshit. JSS speakers were way WAY better! But i guess in all those stress, everyone's mind had been too filled and they either left out some rebuttals or rebutted a bit too much.
Its really not easy going up there to talk infront of so many people. Worst off, structuring the rebuttals properly in that sort time in the midst of fighting the nerves, it really isn't easy. But looking at the LOOOONG memory lane that we have walked tgt, apart from the laughters we shared, the moments we encouraged Shawn and went so mushy saying Shawn we love u because of something that happened, the moment we girls were so supportive of Anj when Shawn was being such a meanie during the Semis, the fact that we overcame all of those difficuties and succeeded in gaining a good reputation in Jurong, was the proudest moment for us :) All in all, the bond that we shared despite several ups and downs at the beginning. I realised that there'll be no other teams I belong to other than Jurong's ELDDS' debate team. No other team. It isn't about how we performed individually, it isn't about who is very good or bad but it was about the love and passion for debate, the compassion for one another and all in all, the mental strength and drive to overcome a competition as big as this one. We did it! A 2nd from nothing at all. Amongst the top 20 speakers, Shawn and Durga obtaining the 8th and 13th places respectively. These numbers: 2, 8 and 13 would be going down in Jurong ELDDS' history for a long LONG time. I AM SO SO PROUD OF OUR TEAM AND ALL MY TEAMMATES!
I dunno why but somehow thinking about those moments gave me the strength to run and continue running and i ran non stop till the end. Wad an achievement for a non sports person whose background would ALWAYS AND FOREVER remain in ELDDS and on stage :) I miss performing and i miss debatng. And I know even if i do it again in PJ, the feeling just wouldn't be the same without the same group of people doing it with me, the same spirit and the same drive to fight and win. I love you guys and I only miss you people even more after training on Sat. Haha.
I literally cried while typing this. Haha. I love Jurong and I dun feel embarassed going into PJ and when introducing myself, telling everyone that I was previously from Jurong. I dun. I should've just appealed into JJ rite? Shawn, slap me! Haha. Well, JJ or Jurong, the memories at Jurong dun change :) I am a dancer and a debator and that doesn't change :) My team doesn't change :)
Goodbye :)
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HELLO! One bloody tiring week passed by! But i enjoyed it! Road run was fun! but i was very disappointed with my positioning. But if we do have another one next year, I'll aim for a better place! Muahahaha!
We ran 5km for training today! Like wow! I never knew I could actually complete it! I owe a big thank you to my senior, whom I dun even know the name, for cheering us on :) Haha! Some other seniors were being very mean and sarcastic. I know that they are being like that for a reason but sometimes it does get pretty hurting and that sucks. But oh well, Suck it up and move on! :) And i need to go get contacts again i suppose. I simply can't run with my specs on! They keep slipping off! And if i remove them, I can't see! -.- How annoying. Wadeva. I miss JSS Indian Dance alot ALOT :(
Apart from that, lessons began for us oredi, like finally! Lectures were very hectic! Chemistry was super fast and I am so rusty inside after wad seemed like ages since I touched Chemistry or Maths. Economics is not too bad, SO FAR. It feels like Debate trainings most of the time during the tutorials. Haha. Except, I feel, Economics is easier to understand! Hehe :) And Bio is like so and so. GP and tamil lessons haven't had their proper start yet. But both the subject teachers seem fine :) And PW is such a waste of time! But we still gotta clear it rite? -.-
School on Monday and we gotta wear ties. And i dunno how to wear it! Haiz! I shouldn't have been too dependent on Mr Boay to do it everytime during Debate. But oh well, there bound to be someone who knows! I'll learn from them then :)
Ok, I think I'm done here. Gotta go back to homeworks. Oh and Sirin's putting on Braces next week, 23rd! I RMBED THIS TIME! Be honoured, Sirin! Haha. Anyways, all the best for that! I know its gonna be super painful! But just think and focus on the end product babe! :D Training on Tuesday, which is good. Coz i end lessons at 5 on Tuesday (Last period is PE btw). Then training and all and say i end at abt 8? So Tuesday would be my ONLY longest day of the week :) And then I'm free other days well excluding Sats whereby I still have to go down to Macritchie. But apart from that, things seem manageable so far. See how things go in the coming months. Mid year exams in 4 mths time! And all the papers seem to be like 3hrs long!! :(
*Rolls eyes bimbotically*
Haha.
Bye.
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BOO! :D:D:D:D
I feel so restless at home! I was supposed to go run actually but I'm just too lazy! Wonder how all the sports man manage to keep to their word and run when they want to run. I needa learn loads of self discipline! Haha.
And its finally school tmr! And I'll be finally FINALLY wearing my school uniform!! :) Haha. I was wearing JSS uniform during the whole of orientation! Well excluding during CNY celeb because the rest were wearing their new uniforms to school as well. And i promised I wld too. So yea :)
Lessons beginning tmr. Road run on Friday and training on sat. I'm scared for road run coz its 3. 2 bloody kilometers! But yet can't wait at the same time. Aren't I a weirdo? Nvm. Water training on Sat as well so I'll be down at Macritchie! :D
CNY holidays were SUPER boring! The rest have oredi started school and are indulging in their homeworks. While i just stare at my crossword puzzle book and the Maths and Econs notes which have been given to us last week for 24 hours -.- Plus a bit of the computer :)
Haha. Being in PJ still feels weird prolly because the environment there isn't like Jurong environment at all. But I kinda like it there :) So wish me luck as my lessons and school term starts fresh and proper tmr! :D
Haha.
GoodBye :)
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Heyho! I'm so pissed today. Suddenly when I feel like talking, no one is available. Actually its more like I ain't approaching anybody. -.- Ok wadeva. I can't believe tmr's another day of holiday! God, FAST! FAST! School please! Actually there's not much to look forward at school w/o ur best buddies around. But oh well. With a Ms Tang look alike and a crazy girl who keeps pulling all the other girls' bra straps, i guess its still quite fun to an extend. I feel as though I'm getting quieter and quieter day by day which i so dun want coz its just so not me! Its like as though my body is wondering w/o a soul. I hate that feeling. Or maybe I'm just thinking too much? Haiz... yet again.
Wadeva.
Bye.
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Woke up with a flu today. But now, I'm ok. Random or wad? Wadeva. Haha. HAPPY CNY & Valentines Day! Red is the theme colour! WOOHOO!
And this is such a classic song by the Backstreet Boys. I LOVE IT!
[Lyrics]
Yeah
You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way
But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way
[Chorus:]
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way
Am I your fire
Your one desire
Yes I know it's too late
But I want it that way
[Chorus]
Now I can see that we're falling apart
From the way that it used to be, yeah
No matter the distance
I want you to know
That deep down inside of me...
You are my fire
The one desire
You are
You are, you are, you are
Don't wanna hear you say
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Ain't nothin' but a mistake(Don't wanna hear you say)
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say(Don't wanna hear you say it)
I want it that way
I want it that way
*Toodles* :)
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HELLO EVERYONE! OMG I'm like back after a tiring week! Camp was like so bloody great! I loved the station games! Yes though I got wet all over n i kept complaining to my OGLs that I'm so worried for my hair which I so shldn't hv done bcoz they only poured a bucket of water on my hair instead -.- I was blind folded then ok but i did sense smth! Muahahahaha! So, their attempt so failed. But they got it back the next day lor! Haha! In one of the station games we had to wet our hairs and shampoo them and create as much foam as possible and collect them in a pail. The group with the most amt of foam wins. We won like duh! How many girls were there in my group! Haha. And there was this one girl with extremely long hair! Hahaha! So we won thx to her! Haha! But the point is, my hair got wet in the end -.- Ok enough of the bimbo talk. Haha.
Oh Oh! We learnt more dances too! OMG they rocked! I loveeeeeed all e dances. On the last day of camp which was yday, after the finale, the whole JC1 cohort and the OGLs danced and sang tgt in the hall! OMG it was great! I was dancing like nobody's business! But then again I'm used to tht. Haha! I esp loved the chipmunks song and the bollywood song! For the bollywood song, we all got into circles within our classes and danced tgt! My class merged with another class and it was even more fun! WOOTS! I loved it! Haha!
The night activities were ok. I liked the luminous sticks only. Haha. I was too tired and sleepy to participate actively in the games. I was so pissed off bcoz all e lights were switched off n we had to roam arnd e sch in total darkness. It was part of the activity, i know. But i was getting sleepy, hence e grouchy attitude. But oh well, I loved orientation! WOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Tdy was CNY celeb in sch after which we PJians rushed down to JSS to meet e rest of e clan. Haha. And most of e 4/5ians turned up! YAY! It was great seeing all of them again! Except I think I irritated Mdm Priya like big time! But too bad, I was just too crazy bcoz i was super tired. Haha. And the first thing Mangsy told me when she saw me was, "NAZ! U've grown so dark!" -.- But yea I have! Haha. Justin says I'll get darker than tht as my training continues. But wadeva. There's always smth called the sunblock. Which I'll use if I'm getting real black anytime soon. But till then, I'll just enjoy tanning like always! Muahahahaha! Mind u, @ sec 1, I was SUPER fair! Hah!
And i wanted to perform for the JC1 performance as well but there were too many ppl oredi :( So sad. Oh and my partner danced in it also. They danced the Gatsby song tgt! haha. And OMG he was so gay but rocked at shaking! HAHAHA! Way to go Trogens! Woah! Woah! Woah!
Oh and we cldn't stop cheering! Haha! PJ spirit has changed my non cheering attitude! Haha! Till an extend whereby i cheer like every single minute! Hahaha! Oh! Oh! And PJ sure has a way for its bimbo-ness! Sparta was great at it! "OMG! We're so cool! OMG! We're so cool! OMG! We're so cool!" Hahahaha! Bimbos.
But anyways, I guess the fun is over. And mugging is soon gonna start. I can't wait for econs and Maths! Which I'm having on Wed! Woah! Woah! Woah! Hahaha! And my sch has a road run on the coming Friday. The girls have to run 3.2km while the boys, 4.2km. heaheahea. -.- too bad! Haha! But I'm up for it and can't wait for the run! HAHAHA!
That's abt it. Meeting almost everyone in JSS again was great! But life is moving pretty fast. And now we're onto our next Chapter oredi. A new Chapter, a new life, a new experience and time to try new things! I liked the way Shawn said "I never liked JJC, But after i went there, i realised that its really up to you to decide how the college should be like. Dun listen to wad ppl say abt JJC. Its really not tht bad". Something along this lines but I liked it! Way to go Shawn! AC's so over! Hahaha!
So yea tht's it. Will update again soon and till then buh bye! :)
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HELLO! HELLO! Haha. I likeeeeeeee my new class :D:D:D There's 28 of us. Which is alot actually. Mangsy's and Durga's class only has 18 people. So unfair to me lorrr! Ok wadeva, I was just kidding! Haha. So yea school tdy was fun. Though I wasn't all that high and cheering like the rest. I dunno, I just never cheered. I only.... wad? scream? HAHA!
So anyway we had CT period for an hour after assembly. Oh in colleges, form teacher is no longer addressed as form teacher but civics tutor (CT). Wait is that only in PJ? Or like everywhere else? -.- Wadeva. Then we had to introduce ourselves and do all e usual things. So i told my CT that I was from JSS and she asked me if I knew a teacher called Ms Ong Siew Khim. And then I was like "Oh yes! She was my Chemistry teacher". And then she was like "ya we were best friends during our uni days". And then i was like "ok". And then she continued saying tht she was meeting her tdy and that wld tell her abt me. And i just nodded and said ok! HAHA! What a small world indeed! And anyway I like Ms Ong! :) So hopefully, my CT, who is also gonna be teaching us Chemistry, would be equally lovable. If not I'm so gonna dread Chemistry like in Sec 3! Which i so dun want coz i loveeeeeeee Chemistry!! Ok nvm, we'll talk abt that next week when lessons start proper for us.
Then after CT period we had OG time. So we played this game called husband and wife. So irritating, i dun like that game. Everytime when we have to run, ppl end up banging onto me and my hair flys all over the place and gets messed up -.- Ok wadeva that was so bimbo! HAHA! But tdy husband and wife was fun! I wanna explain how the game goes but I'm super lazy to type super long essays. So anyway at the end of the game I had to do a forfeit. Ya so u can guess wad i did. And then they made me dance nobody by the wonder girls! Haha. So i told them to sing while i danced. And i so didn't wanna do the shaking step but was forced to. But was laughing as I was doing it! Haha. And everybody laughed with me too! Haha! And then we played whacko. There's this really cute girl in my class. Oh she's kinda short and looks kinda blur. No she is blur. Haha. I forgot her name. But wadeva. Everytime my name was called during whacko, she'll be like who's Nazira who's Nazira and then walks around the circle like umpteenth times! HAHA! So cute. And then I'll just keep laughing and laughing. And then in order to safe her the trouble I'll race up my hand and reveal who Nazira is but soon after I'll call someone else's name and she'll repeat the cycle again! HAHAHAHA! I'm such a meanie. But the point is, she's so cuteeeee! HAHAHA! So yea, the games were fun tdy! :) I liked them! :D And tomorrow we'll be having some station games which includes water games and I'm so scared for my puff! Haha. Oh! Oh! We also have mass dance!! HAHAHAHA! We had one like last week or was it last last week? But wadeva we oredi had one. And my partner was very good. He caught up with the steps like so fast! Haha. My legs kept getting tangled all over! Haha. Oh my, have I forgotten how to dance??! HAHA! Anyway, my partner looks a bit like Hayat but talks like Hisyam! Like WTH rite. Hayat + Hisyam = Rayzal! HAHAHA!
Ok wadeva am excited for tmr and for e camp which wld be here in a days' time! WOOTS! And i've got no training this week :( So sad :( they'll start proper from next Sat which means my next training is going to be in the sea too! WOOOOOOO! YAY!
Ok I'm done here and about Fri, guys call me! I should be able to drop by! :D And now, byebye! :D
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BOOMS! Haha. The other CCA I was talking about in my previous post was Canoeing. And I'm in! WOOTS! Yesterday was actually our first training and I thought it was a second trial. Haha. YAY! I'm sooooo happy! I wanted to get into canoeing more than getting into dance! And I made it! Woots! Actually they took in everyone who came for the trials la. The question was whether you wanted it or not only! Haha. I'm happy! So So Happy!!! Ok, wadeva. So yesterday was training at Macritchie reservoir (Did I spell tht correctly? Aiyo aiyo, MANGS!). We got into our canoes and the first thing we learnt was how to stabilise the boat and capsize if we need to capsize. It was fun! Haha. My senior and i ferried quite some distance away from the shore in those K2 boats (which is actually a 2 seater canoe) And it was fun paddling back and forth and around and around. But today, my arm muscles are aching so damn badly :( Haha. But anyways, I liked it! Only thing is that training is going to super tough I heard. And Andrea and Ester are oredi telling me to be mentally prepared. Which I am but just not sure if I am physically because as u know, my background is not a sports CCA but a performing arts CCA. So i guess first few months are gonna be super ugly, but oh well, I'm game for it! :)
And it still feels kinda weird that I actually am in a sports CCA because I just never thought that I wld be in one of those in my life! Haha. Hey but I do like Sports ok! The running part la. And right now, canoeing! WOOTS! I just cannot stand ball games. Especially if e damn ball bounces onto my puff which has happened twice this year! Shit man, Mangala's wish came true! -.- Haha. Oh and we had to do a 2km run for e trials and my timing sucked super badly. It was worst than my 2.4 timing -.- Haha. Shows how long I haven't been running. Nvm, I guess its time to resume them! Haha. So anyway, the team of J1 girls who joined canoeing were fun people! There are about 6 of us and we had lunch tgt after training yesterday. Was kinda cool. And i can't wait for training again next week! :D So long as they dun make us run 10km or smth in one go all of a sudden! I'll collapse! Haha! And I never knew Macritchie has a very nice sea view. Its kinda peaceful and quiet when u row the canoes out into the sea. I liked tht too :)
So anyways apart from those, I miss the girls and Shawn loads!!! I dunno when I can drop by but I'll see how ok! U guys are at Jurong and I'm like at Chua Chu Kang! So far away from u guys! So sad :(:(:( 1 more week! Than its CNY break! And then its back to lessons for them and lessons beginning for us, which I quite look forward to. Haha, i know I'm weird. But I can't wait to get my hands on Maths, Chem and Econs! Especially Maths! Haha.
Oh and I've got camp the coming Wed and Thurs. Its a 2 day 1 night camp. Thank god! I dun wanna be sleeping in school for 2 days! Haha! And i think there's a CNY concert in sch. Not too sure on tht but if there is, I'm looking forward to it. I'll miss the back stage and those "Break a leg" moments! Haha. And i so dun wanna join debate in my school. I dunno, e idea of debate again? Doesn't quite sink in. Oh and I wanted to join the SC in my school too. But i think you cannot hv a CCA if u join SC because it wld oredi be alot of stress, so i decided not to. I cnt live a life w/o a CCA! Haha. NOOOO I'm not a workaholic! I know how to have fun too! Haha.
Ok, wadeva. I think I'm done here. Goodbye :) School tmr! :)
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Ok Hello! One long & great week has passed! I like every moment at school with my MG group but today was actually the last day with them cause on Monday next week we'll be getting to know our classes and the whole of next week is orientation with our classes! Oh btw I got my combi! I changed my mind! Muahahaha! And I didn't take H2 Maths, Chem and Bio after all. But instead, I'm doing: H2 Maths, Chem, Econs and H1 Bio. This is the first time whereby I like all the subjects I've chosen! HAHA! Even at sec 3 when we had to decide our combis, there was always CH bothering me! Oh and thx to tht, there's no Geog or Hist in my combi at all! AND! Something else, Physics is out of my life for good! WOOTS! HAHA! Ok so anyway tht is pretty much about my subject combi :D
Then this week was supposedly the CCA week and the ALOT OF TALKS week. Haha. So Monday was our CCA Exhibition and Tuesday and Wednesday we had to go for the CCA trials. I signed up for 3 but only went for 2 of the trials! Haha. One is Modern Dance and the other is something else which I'm not gonna tell yet (No, its not Tennis! HAH! Changed my mind!). Because there's one more trial for that CCA I have to go for tmr and its only after tht tht I'll know whether I'm in or not! Soooo.... let's wait! HAH! Ok so Modern Dance trial was horrible! We did 3 routines and they were all contemporary! I love contemporary but when it gets too draggy I get bored too! Haha! And i felt a bit weird doing the steps maybe because my background is only Indian Dance and no modern at all! Well anyway I liked the last routine the best bcoz it was e shortest and I could rmb e steps better! HAHA! So anyway, the reults for the Modern Dance trials were out today and guess wad! I did not make it! :( Guess 2 yrs of dancing experience alone isn't enough to fight thru the modern dance trials. Modern Dance is a whole lot more different! But anyway if PJ Dance doesn't want me, I'll go source for something else. After all, its their lose, not mine! Muahahaha! HAHA! Even Indian dance was a problem for me when I first stepped in. I saw myself dancing when I was in sec 2 in one of the videos and I burst out laughing! Haha! But then again its not as though I'm very good now. But, ALOT BETTER than before! Haha! So anyway just because I dun get to dance in my college life does not mean my passion for dance would disappear! It never would. And I'll be back for more! HAH! Thx Mangs for calling me in the middle of your camp and consoling me :) And ofcoz not forgetting the ever wonderful Andrea who initiated other things I could join when I was so emo after looking at the results! Haha.
Oh and I almost forgot. Shawn's back at JJC. He rejected AC's appeal because they forced him to join so many things and the poor guy almost wanted to sue them I suppose! HAHA! But somehow, it feels good that he is back with the rest of them. Atleast it isn't as though we are all separated.
Andrea has got training up till 8pm today. So sad. Wonder if all CCAs would be like that. Then by the time I reach home would oredi be wad, 9 plus?? Guess that's why alot say college life is not easy. But oh well, since I got it, I use it. And Andrea said I was very Fat today! *Sob Sob* I'll lose weight OKAY! *Searches for weighing scale* (Haha)
& I wanted to go surprise the girls and Shawn tmr by standing outside their school after their camp and saying "BOO! Missed me?!" Haha. But I've got training tmr :(:(:( Oh well, CNY then! Haiz............ I'm very nervous for training!
I'm oredi missing my OGLs. Hope I'm lucky and I get some familiar faces as my OGLs again when we are re grouped according to our classes.
Oh and did I mention? Girls from Girls' Schools are real Bimbos! And Shawn calls me and Durga Bimbos. But they are quite cute la. I like talking to them! Haha. Its just that their flare for language is WAYYYYYYYY better than mine! Yes, Mdm Priya was right! I'm oredi scared for GP!
So anyway, I guess I'm done here. & I really wonder how people's personality changes from the extreme best to the extreme worst. But oh well, that's life and again, it isn't my lose but theirs.
*Toodles* :)
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