on Sunday, February 28, 2010 , 1:08 PM
HELOOOOOOOO :)

Another long week has passed by. Am just happy it has finally passed by because if i went on feeling like a zombie in school, I'm screwed big time! So anyway, this week we had morning trainings like everyday but it was optional for J1s because we dun really have any competitions yet. The seniors' marathon is somewhere near March / April, can't rmb but ya. I only went for morning training on Thursday! hehe. Coz i cldn't wake up any earlier on Wed and Fri! -.- Wad an excuse! No more the coming week!!

Land training on Tuesday was not so bad but i gotta get back up in my stamina. U noe, at sec 4, i ran 2.4km in 14mins. And now... nvm. But i can forsee training becoming tougher and tougher as time goes by. Seeing buffed up seniors everyday only makes things scarier and whether I'm even cut out for something as tough as this in the first place. But still, I've got no heart to quit because this is really a test on willpower. We'll see how much of those is in me. Ok, wadeva. So melodrama. Haha. I miss the bimboest person on Earth, DURGASHREE MURU and those times we act Bimbo and irritate the rest! Haha.

Anyway, on Thursday, Pooja told me about the Agni dance competition and that they've oredi started practising for it. I wanted to dance too, duh! I dun wanna lose my touch for dance just because I'm not doing dance anymore. But to tell u e truth, I really felt weird dancing for PJ. It wasn't like tht when i first stepped into the dance studio in JSS and started practice for deepa-raya concert 2007. Anyway, went to Janani, talked to her and yea started practice. Oh btw, the competition was actually yesterday, so since we started practice only on Wed, we had 3 days to the competition :) How cool is tht? :) But i only started practice on Thursday because i only found out from Pooja abt the comp on Thursday. So anyway, the rest were ahead of me by 1 day. For Thursday's practice i felt like the worst dancer on earth despite having danced for 3 yrs. But anyway, caught up a bit on Friday and i didn't think i was still doing well. Sat was the day of competition and i was really freaking out because i was still unsure of some steps here n there and i didn't wanna let the rest down because they had been practising real hard as well. And my hair was super dry that day because the conditioner had oredi finished and my mum forgot to buy me a new one plus i didn't hv time to go down n get one on my own -.- Ok wadeva, tht was bimbo. Haha. So anyway, met up with the rest at 7.45 when i was supposed to be there at 7.30. Stupid AJC they had to be located so damn far from Jurong. Anyways, apologised and i was losing my voice on Sat, no idea why. Oh, today it is really gone. I can't even talk properly. This wld definitely be good news to some bcoz that wld only mean that i can't scream as much as b4 -.- So anyway, got to AJC, registered, saw Mangsy and her sch team :) We were allocated our rooms and went to change soon after. I looked, horrible! My hair really spoilt it and i spoilt Bindu's make up effort by perspiring like crazy just by practising a bit. Haha. So anyway we were soon called and were waiting outside a lecture theatre. I was stilll recalling all e steps outside, really didn't wanna miss out on any steps and spoil everything. Oh, we had to perform in a lecture theatre and the stage wasn't a stage at all -.- And the audience was only filled with the respective school's supporters and the judges -.- I so miss ACS stage! Ok anyway, i think i did ok. I didn't forget any steps! YAY! :) And i smiled :) Though it felt fake. I really dunno y it felt fake. U noe in JSS, i never had to be forced to smile while dancing bcoz it comes naturally for me. But here, Janani had to tell me countless times to smile. And i do, for a while that is. Sorry Janani. I dunno why, just dun feel like myself lately. So anyway, results were soon out and we had to go into another lecture theatre for the results. So AC went in, duh. JJ went in, even more duh! And Tampiness act went in! -.- Yea we didn't make it thru. Felt disappointing because we all worked like shit though it was last minute. But then again, the other teams worked like shit also rite. So anyway, got changed after the whole thing n went off to meet Mangsy for a super late lunch n to go get my contacts! Like finally! U noe how it feels like being blind during training?! Ok wadeva. Oh, n i missed training on Sat. Hehehe. No matter wad, performance always comes first :) Haha. Mangsy n i both felt weird being in diff schools. But anyway like wad she said, i gotta learn to let go of JSS and now adapt to PJC. Mangs said i shld hv appealed into JJ. But i dun have the heart to because, I dun wanna let go of canoeing!! And they dun have canoeing in JJ! Haha, wad a reason.

Anyways gotta get back to homeworks, after which make alot of phone calls. And i need to get myself back with training! I need to get back my stamina! And then i need to push myself further like nobody's business!! *Screams in that cracky voice*

P.S. I miss JSS, but yes, MOVE ON!

P.S.S. We need a 4/5 gatherng soon! AND a tamil class gathering soon! I wonder if it wld be possible for a whole cohort gathering? HAHA!

Goodbye :)

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