on Sunday, October 10, 2010 , 11:58 PM

My sissy's studying for her last PSLE paper tmr! Its their science paper. I know, she's growing really slowly! If only she was just 1/2/3 years younger than me! That'll be cool! HAHAHAHA! Oh well, she seems really relaxed though for her PSLE when I rmbed being so paranoid and nervous for it 5 years back! HAHAHA! Time flies so fast eh? Makes me miss sec sch more :( Not that I dun like PJ, but how long more? 1 more year? Hopefully, if I get promoted (looks up at God with those pitiful eyes) :) Hahaha. And then it'll be e uni life if I get in that too and then work and bla bla bla. Yuling, Shikin and I were just talking about it e day b4 chem paper! Hahaha! Yea time flies, but that's life. So lets move on :) We were even talking about how many kids we want and about pregnancy and bla bla! hahahaha! yea i noe, we were supposed to be studying for chem! hahahaha!

Ahhhh, anyways, i rmb those PSLE days, I was so nervous till I'll cry and tell my mommy that I'm afraid that I'll go into NA stream! Coz my prelims were.... that bad. Hahahaha! And then eventually when I got my results, e actual one, everybody was happy! seriously, my results were just average. Any 25+ or 26+ scorer would've felt so, but to my mum, she was darn happy! I made her day! And I dun always :( Coz, the truth, I am a difficult child to deal with and fine, I agree, but I do try and be better. But u know, sometimes, i ain't as perfect as I wanna be. And now, I'm learning to accept that :) Kudos to me! :) Hahaha. But I will try and be better mommy! :) Hahaha. And then I entered sec sch and I rmb complaining to my mum about all my friendship problems! She would get really worked up at those. Hahahah. Then there came a time whereby we stopped sharing things, I became more independent and we hardly had the time for each other, things took a real big turn! trust me, those sec 3 periods was really a tough time for me and my mum. But eventually I learnt and changed for the better. Sec 4 year was awesome, yes we did have fights here and there, but no relationships are perfect ya? 'O' level times were real difficult. Again, the same tears and cried to my mum about not being able to make it into a JC. And again e same ave scores, but this time, mommy weren't happy at all :( That broke my heart :( Though she didn't show it :( I rmb on e day of results, while talking to her over the phone, I cracked up e moment I heard her voice. really embarassing but thank god Mdm Hamidah was there! hahaha.

But oh well, I'm working harder for the 'A's. I wanna prove people wrong too! But there she asks me, u can cope or not or wanna go poly? There, that did it, broke my heart again. Though I know her good intentions but oh well, I'm just waiting for my promo results because I know deep inside that e JC pathway ain't gonna be easy but I'm half way thru it plus made great friends too, I ain't giving up! I'm not that easy you know! hahaha. Plus I put in a hell lot of effort for e promos! Man, all those days at sch with not enough sleep and bad headaches. But hey, everybody goes through this rite? Hahahaha, so pls god, help me get promoted! hahaha! And in future, hopefully, I can make her proud again, this time, it has to be something e both of us are proud of. Hahahaha.

Anyways, all e best for my sis and I hope she makes my mum happy too! Bcoz she's another difficult child who hardly touches her book! I had to sit with her to make sure she studied. See, I am a nice sis after all! They should have something like a sister/brother's day ya know! K wadeva, am crapping away! Hahaha!

Hiphop day tmr / OIC interview! Hope Pooja and I make it through! Please God! :) Hahaha.

Goodbye! :)

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