on Tuesday, August 31, 2010 , 9:49 PM

& OH! TMR'S SEPTEMBER!

JUST FANTASTIC :)

-.-

on , 9:10 PM

HELLO! :D

Today was nice! :)

Just too tired and only wished ppl were more enthu around :( Oh well.

So we started the day with ACES day big walk. Which was crazy! Pooja and I were damn high when we started. Then ppl started running. So unfair. Its big WALk not big RUN! Should've shot them down! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Just kidding! I didn't really bother anyway :P HAHAHAHAHA! Wanted to walk tgt with the class. But the class itself was despatched -.- Nvm. I wish our class would be MORE bonded then how it is now. Haiz, hopefully, in due time :) Anyways, was really tired after that. The food in the canteen had VERY nice smell! But sadly, I was fasting, so ya. HAHAHAHAHA! I felt as though I was gonna die any moment. But then after that we had Teacher's day concert! Which was REALLY GOOD! BETTER than the ones at JSS! Trust me! Everything is just so professional and PERFECT! Loved it! Especially the dance! But I only wished we danced too :( Haiz :( Miss dancing! :( Anyways, right after which, we rushed down to JSS bcoz JSSians ended at 12.30! And Teachers were rushing home too! :O So anyways, we cabbed down to JSS and reached on time. Saw Ms Lim when I went in. Was complaining to her about the demands for Bio in JC -.- HAHAHAHA! Then after which I joint the rest upsatirs outside the staffroom to see Mrs Aidil. They either laughed or stood shocked at my hair! -.- So hair, pls grow fast! I can't stand the DAILY embarassments at school! And Anita said I looked like a China doll -.- HAHAHAHA!

Nothing much at JSS though. Not EVERYBODY was there as well. But felt good to finally meet the gang! :) Actually I wasn't really enthu about going. But after seeing everybody, just changed my impression :) And everyone of us were really tired. Sadly. AFTER PROMOS! When there is lesser eye bags! Nicer skin! More pretty and less tired looking faces! And more imptly, LESS PIMPLES! :D HAHAHAHAHA! That sounded totally bimbo! But oh well! HAHA! Being in JSS again felt a bit weird. Dunno why. Maybe I'm too used to seeing the PJ envionment where majority of the facilities and surroundings are NEW unlike JSS where EVERYTHING is OLD! HAHAHAHA! But I did miss the oldness and to a certain extend, it felt good going back :) We left some msgs for our juniors in the EL notice board. Hope they see it :) HAHA!

So after JSS, followed the gang to Mac where they ate. All the memories at mac! Haha! But now mac has been reconstructed, so not so bad la. HAHA! And then after that went to SP to carry out my PW interview with SP, EEE lecturer. Went well :) Thank god :) But anyways, we've got loads to do by Fri! 3rd draft of WR is due then! O.o

And after that, came home AND FINALLY BROKE FAST! So happy drinking all he iced water! :D HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Wad a super long and tiring day! Am exhausted all over! Didn't get to say bye to Sirin though :( Sadly :( Hope to meet her and the rest as soon as promos are over! But as for now, since it is everybody's exam season, ALL THE BEST! :)

So anyways, tmr I am having PHYSIO! :O Can you believe it, I feel so OLD! *rolls eyes* Well my neck had been giving me prblems again this year. So I went to see the doc and he said that my neck bone structure is weird, which may be the reason why it is causing pain. So he told me to go for physio and see what happens after that -.- wth. I told this to the gang and they LAUGHED! -.-

HAHAHA! So now, needa go complete work! Have loads to complete! Exams in 4 weeks! Can't wait for it to end. I feel so dead after school EVERYDAY! :(

Hahaha!

Goodbye :)

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on Sunday, August 29, 2010 , 9:57 PM

Having a really weird and stupid coversation with Jessie in fb now! HAHAHAHAHA!

Just got back from more Hari Raya shopping tdy! I thot everything was over on Fri, but noooooo, there was shoe shopping tdy! I act didn't wanna go, considering the fact that I had alot to do but u noe, its shopping, plus I didn't wanna say no to my mum, then get scolded, I very sad :( Sooooooo, I just went! :D So we stepped into Mondo and I picked the first shoe I liked! It was so BEAUTIFUL! I LOVED IT! So now, ITS MINE! :D YAY! YAY! YAY! :D U noe, shopping relives stress :) But now I feel like a spoilt kid -.- HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Kk, I've got loads to complete! And I totally forgot I was sitting for MT mock tmr, the one tht I missed last Wed! Haiz... SAD SAD LIFE :( Then after that I wanna go lot 1 and buy chopsticks for my hair! I'm in LOVE with them! :D Dun think I can go for the movie tmr though :( So sad :( HAHAHA!

ALRIGHT! Time to giddy up! Its week 10 tmr! Which = 4 more weeks to promos! May all go well and may I be promoted to J2 next year! Amin...

HAHAHAHAHA!

Byebye! :D

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on Saturday, August 28, 2010 , 12:05 AM

HELLO! :D

Today was CCA photo taking day. We wore traditional costumes. I so didn't want to but was left with no choice in the end. So yea. Sadly :( so anyways, photoshoot was ok :) I did the chopstick hairstyle today! :D In an attempt to look v chi-na since my fringe oredi adds on to the effect. But too bad, my features do not make the cut! :P HAHA! BUT SERIOUSLY! I can't wait for my hair to grow! ITCHY FINGERS OF MINE, SHOULDN'T HAVE CUT IT AGAIN N THT TOO CUT WRONGLY NOW LOOK LIKE BANGS LIKE THAT -.- SO EMBARASSING TO GO SCH LIKE THAT, CAN'T EVEN PIN UP PROPERLY, HALF-WAY THRU LESSONS, IT STARTS TO DROP ONE BY ONE. AND EVERYTIME I COMPLAINT ABT MY HAIR TO POOJA, SHE JUST IGNORES ME, GETTING SICK N TIRED OF MY COMPLAINTS -.- HAIZ, why do I have to be born so weird & complicated?! I do the weirdest things and think the most complicated things on earth! HAHAHAHAHA! Oh well, I still like the way I am :)

So anyways, after photoshoot, I had to rush down to serangoon to do Hari Raya shopping! :D Mummy, Sis and Aunty were oredi there! After dinner, we carried on with shopping and tdy was most prob the FASTEST shopping we ladies ever did in our lifes! :D Basically my aunt, sis and mum oredi chose a suit for me. I just had to go in and try it on and the next min, I owned it! :D I love my clothes this year! :D Only prob is tht, it is red and my wardrobe is gonna turn into a red galore really REALLY soon! :D I like red u noe :) But I still prefer it colourful :D HAHA! Kay, wadeva!

Tdy was FUN except the whole concept of being indian and following your culture and so we HAVE to dress up like that for photo shoot and bla bla bla stuff. I'm sry, I kept having something to say to that but it just ain't me. I lose interest in those things ever since I came to PJ. Dun ask me why, coz I REALLY DUNNO! HAHA! PLUS! I've oredi finished my Hari Raya shopping! :D So I can RIP now! YAY! :D

Anyways, watching Step up 3D the coming Mon with classmates after school! :D Not confirmed yet but I HOPE IT WOULD BE! :D CAN'T WAIT FOR THAT! CAN U SENSE MY EXCITEMENT! :DDD HAHAHA! Then on Tues is Teacher's Day celeb cum ACES Day whereby we are gonna be doing the BIG WALK thingy! Its gonna be fun! But I dunno why people are like so ________ (I can't find the right word! HAHA!) about it. Oh well. I'm gonna be bringing my cam that day! :D Its gonna be colourful again with all the house colours! :D YAY! :D Haha! And then after which, I'll be making my way down to JSS! Juniors are telling me to come down + I gotta return the costumes + I gotta meet the teachers too! :D Wad's life w/o them! :D HAHA!

That's about it! Workshop tmr, followed by tuition = needa complete work tdy :( Its 12+ oredi. All the best to me. I shld go make coffee! HAHAHA! Byebye! :D

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on Sunday, August 22, 2010 , 2:46 PM



Still, I love my life. I ain't perfect and I have made mistakes here and there. I know. But I correct them along the way. If everybody knew that this is how their life is gonna be then everybody would choose not to live it, or better still, everybody wld've oredi planned how to change them n live it for the better. That's not the way it works. No matter how we wish for it, that's not the way it works. The very essence to living is to not know what every second of one's lifes hold. If we do, then it'll just be a boring piece of shit. Problems come and go. But they dun stay. Wad stays are the values and the important lessons that we learn through it. And looking back at those, I'm happy I lived, the way I lived, maybe not in every aspect, but atleast for the most part :)

I'm an optimistic person and I know, things would be better. Atleast, I'll make it better :)

Another week at school tmr, can't wait to see my classmates! :) Its week 9 oredi. Jiayou everybody! 10 years down the road, when we look back at our lifes, those 12 years of school life is gonna be the best part. And I'm not gonna let it go for nuts, no matter how hard, in every aspect, life is right now :)

I miss my gang more than ever! :(

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on Friday, August 20, 2010 , 8:56 PM

If I could wish, I want to restart my life again, from the top.

But alas, I can only wish.

5 weeks left, nothing should go wrong.

on , 1:10 AM

Quoted from Sirin!

" Whatever u give a woman, she will make it greater. Give her sperm, she will give u a baby. Give her a house, she will give u a home. Give her groceries, she will give u a meal. Give her a smile, she will give u her heart! She multiplies and enlarges what she is given. So if u give her crap, be ready to receive a ton of shit. "


YOG today was AWESOME! Saw ALOT of Angmohs! :D Bare bodied guys and a guy in pink swimming trunks -.- no comments. HAHA! The girls were going CRAZY! Oh, we went with S06. Pooja and I were e only extras from S12 -.- How 'cool'! HAHA! After the whole event, Dinner / Breakfast with Pooja, Aravind and Jerwin was so darn fun too! HAHAHAHA! Pictures up in facebook!

Reached home at 11pm. How nice. Just finished WR and now, I gotta study for my GP test tmr! Perfect :)

School tmr! And it is Friday which = the day with the most no. of breaks! :D YAY! :D But also = the day with Bio! :( *Faints* :(

Goodbye :)

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on Wednesday, August 18, 2010 , 11:31 PM

Maybe, I have been thinking too much after all. Its time to put a full stop to those.

Going to watch YOG swimming event tmr! Can't wait!

For now, goodbye :)

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on Monday, August 16, 2010 , 8:13 PM

I'm sick.

Tired.

Having a headache.

& Stressed.

Perfect :)

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on Sunday, August 15, 2010 , 7:57 PM

School tmr!

Tie day tmr!

Chem, ACTUAL SPA tmr as well!

Kudos to me and to the whole of S12! :D

7 weeks left!

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on Friday, August 13, 2010 , 8:52 PM



I guess, at the end of the day, its a matter of whether we give in to such feelings or not. And how we accept it, if we do. It's a COMPLICATED cycle. Its true meaning, I think I wouldn't know just yet. But oh well, maybe when the time is right.

Mind over matter. Sometimes, maybe even, mind over heart.

Tuition tmr, sianzz.

Currently, super zonked out!

P.S. I think Backstreet Boys are CUTE & I think I'm falling in love with them! Weeeeeeeeeeeee! :D

Haha.

I feel like dancing :) and I miss doing it at JSS :(

Bye! :)





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on Thursday, August 12, 2010 , 8:57 PM

HELLO! :D

I've got a FREAKING-NOT AWESOME AT ALL-SUPER DISGUSTING-BIO TEST tomorrow :D

And I needa continue studying.

But I just finished editing a certain part of GPP for PW. Oh btw the 2nd draft of WR was due today. I must say, I was very impressed with my whole team! Everyone did their part and it wasn't slip shot work at all! SO PROUD OF ALL OF THEM! :) First COMPLETE draft and was quite thick, so now we needa to spam it with alot of pics and extra extra elaboration! :D HAHAHAHA!

OH! OH! OH! Got back Econs CA4 and for the very first time in the whole of this year, I ACTUALLY PASSED AN ECONS ESSAY! YIPEEEEEEEE! :D But then again, it ain't promos yet :( Shit man :( Hopefully I pass that too! I WANNA FREAKING GO GERMANY!! :D And there's so much to look forward to once promos end! Can't wait! AND! Seniors are graduating at Hilton Hotel on e 6th of December! AND THE MUTTONS ARE COMING DOWN! THAT IS FREAKING AWESOME! SO UNFAIR! I WANNA GRADUATE THIS YEAR TOO! Ahhh, heck, hopefully next year would be BETTER and MORE AWESOME! YAY! :D

I'm probably the only Asshole who's even bothered about this -.-

Hahaha!

Byebye! :D

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on Tuesday, August 10, 2010 , 5:45 PM



Seeing this made me realise how much I miss EL! Though the words above has nothing to do with me at all! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Saw it while doing WR. And I am SO HAPPY TO ANNOUNCE THAT IT IS DONE! :D Well, haven't really edited everyhing as a whole yet only. HAHAHA!

Anyways, the holidays are almost coming to an end. I feel refreshed enough to start school! :D Shawn was showing me some JJ NDP pics and I was showing him some PJ ones. All these, while I was doing my WR -.- HAHAHAHAHA! Anyways, really miss them! And I can't wait for our promos to end! Saw Mangsy in the CCA leaders pic that they took during National Day! So proud of her! :) Wonder why PJ doesn't have those things! HAHAHAHAHA!

Oh well, can't wait for school tmr! Can't wait to see Visha too! Can't wait to crap with my classmates as well! Feels as though it has been soooooooooo long since we did that with all the countless work erupting above our heads! HAHAHAHAHA!

More eruption is gonna take place anyway!

HAHA! Ok, I should be studying for my Chem test right now! So, goodbye!

OH! OH! OH! I cut my fringe AGAIN today! HAHAHAHAHA! Its thicker now! I hope it turns out ok tmr though! HAHAHAHAHA! Gosh, bimbo!

Bye! :D

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on Monday, August 9, 2010 , 9:34 PM

SEE THE WAY THE FIRST FEW RED BALLOONS AND WHITE BALLOONS DIFFUSE TOGETHER! SO PRETTY! :DD

Studied with Visha today at Bukit Batok. But she seemed really distracted and wanted to clear things in her heart. So she talked and I listened. I hope she's ok now. I was a bit confused too and talking to her helped! And I'm really thankful for that! :D

A clear man is a happy man! :D I came up with it on my own! HAHAHAHA! Kinda lame, but oh well! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

So many things to do! Outings are all pushed! We'll wait till promos end girls! Oh plus Shawn, guy. HAHAHA!

Parade Commander for this year's NDP has stolen my heart! He has left me inspired! I LIKEEEEE! HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Oh well, goodnight!

This year is gonna end REALLY FAST! :D Oh fasting starts this Wed too! All the best to everybody! :D Hahahaha!
Byebye! :D

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on Sunday, August 8, 2010 , 2:32 PM


SO BEAUTIFUL! :D I LIKE!! :D

Anyways, no mood for anything today :( Tmr's National Day! How old's Singapore again?! HAHAHAHAHA! Bio tuition in the morning went well! I like my tuition teacher! Mummy wants to go watch a movie. Dunno if we are going. I dunno if we're still going for NDP at Taman Jurong as well. No confirm replies yet :( Hahahaha!

So many 'DUNNO's! I needa stop leading a confused life! :D

Update soon! Goodbye! :D

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on Saturday, August 7, 2010 , 11:17 AM

Uploading pics in facebook is really so slow! I can sleep and wake up AND IT'LL STILL BE UPLOADING!! -.-

I think I hear my dad singing in the toilet -.- see y i'm weird. My family's weird too -.- HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Oh well, I've got tuition tdy :( Just started them this week :( I HATE going for tuitions! But my mum says I need them after my MYE results! -.- I'M SO SAD!! :((((((( Ok wadeva, tht was rly melodrama!

OH! OH! OH! Yesterday my family and I went out for dinner. I swear I WAS SO TIRED THAT I ALMOST FELL ASLEEP IN E RESTAURANT ITSELF! HAHAHAHAHAHA! Ok and so my cousin told me that there's gonna be a national day parade at taman jurong. I miss being around that place! HAHA! Usually my school and his school performs/marches there every national day! I wanna go back there this sunday which is like tmr to watch my juniors and the teachers if possible! My cousin is the parade commander some more! So proud of him! Hahahaha! But THE GANG ain't replying to my msgs. ASSHOLES! So I gotta wait. So sad :( Always make this poor soul wait :( HAHAHAHA!

Oh and yesterday was National Day celebrations in school! IT WAS CRAZY! Never seen super higness even in JSS! HAHAHA! But I was rly too tired to join in the sing along session. The J1s weren't that enthu at all! J2s were rly crazy! Was nice to see! The rugby guys were really crazy! I like the way they are bonded so close tgt. Love that about sport CCAs! :D Hahaha. Then there was this balloon thingy thingy. The J1s had to be dressed in red while the J2s in white. Then we were ALL given balloons according to the colour we were asked to where. Then like how in JSS we took a whole school photo forming the letter J S S, here we formed the Singapore flag and released the balloons on a count of 3 and the teachers were standing upstairs taking pics I think. Was so cool! WAS SO BEAUTIFUL ALL THE BALLOONS! Red and white!! Hahahahaha! That was my favourite part of the whole celebrations! Lessons were really slacky. PW was spent on taking pics and my teacher didn't even come into class for GP so we were taking more pics! Then the girls were like plating our hairs and the guys were watching a dance video! Hahahaha! Then was e celebrations and more PW up till 4pm! But I swear, yesterday, we had the most productive meeting! I talked for almost the whole 2 hrs! Pity my group mates but I'm so proud of them! Hahahaha!

So anyways, long weekend ahead but really busy too! I gotta complete my portion of the WR, edit my group mates portion of the WR, study for chem test, study for bio test, study for maths test, finish planning revision timetable and REALLY STUDY! I wanna go meet e gang as well! I think they r planning a picnic! YAY! YAY! YAY! But rly, I need the time to catch up w work too! I dunno how at all. Gotta think of smth fast! Haiz :(

I'll get through :)

See ya folks!

I'm tired of such things already. I know, I know better. So byebye :)

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on Friday, August 6, 2010 , 12:02 AM

Shawn is such a darl. He is helping me edit the last para of my EOM! :D Hahahaha! The final submission is tmr! So happy! I can't wait to get my ass down on WR! Needs WAAAAAAAAAY too much editing despite the first draft being handed up already. Pretty much, embarassing. But nvm. Oh PW day went well! Didn't expect so much crowd actually! Hahahaha! And ppl ACTUALLY liked our idea! So thankful! And our surveys finished faster than expected! Hahahaha! But Mr Lum said that our grp is placed 4th position :( sad :( we were actually 3rd it seemed but were ties with another group. Then Mr Sas and the rest felt that the other group was better than us and poof we went down to 4th! :( so sad :( but for last minute work, 4th out of the 20 groups present there, is really not bad! :) Way to go people!

Anyways, in e morn t come is SUPPOSED t be National day celebs. But we have lessons after tht too up till 4pm! Gosh! And its PW!! :S Nvm, atleast we can continue with our WRs :D I can't wait to get this piece of shit over and done with! :) Hahaha!

Update soon then, goodnight! :D

Its my fault that that hole remains.

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on Monday, August 2, 2010 , 11:18 PM

Me: Mangs, I wish u were right here, beside me :(
Mangs: I am Naz, in your heart :)

:)

on , 11:10 PM

OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! ECONS TRIP IS CONFIRMED!! WE'RE GOING GERMANY FROM THE 21ST TO 30TH NOV!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG! I CAN'T CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT AT ALL!! OMG! OMG! OMG! OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!OMG!

Ok but the point is I NEED TO PASS ECONS H2 TO BE ABLE TO GO! Gosh!! 2 books, 4 packs of Micro Econs! Come on Naz, u can do this, I hope!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

I wonder how feelings between even strangers happen.

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on Sunday, August 1, 2010 , 11:01 PM

Life feels slightly monotone now. It is stressful too, like really. To the extend that sometimes I just feel like pulling all my hair and screaming. But then again my hair's too nice and I cannot afford to do that! Hahahahaha! Bimbo. Oh well, all these just till promos are over. Its not gonna be easy, but I gotta make it through. I really cannot afford to retain. I think the confidence people around me have in me is decreasing too and I wanna get that back up again. Like how it was when I was in Sec 2. I wanna be like how I was in Sec 2 again! Like an all rounder, or was it just luck or may be just more confident of myself and everything I do.

Anyways, I think I need some sleep. School tomorrow and for the first time I ain't as excited as I used to be. I miss my buddies, really really miss them :( like ALOT :( I miss JSS too :( I miss those grey uniforms too :( I miss the oldness in that place :( I miss being in Qin house too! Hahahahahaha! Ok, I shall shut up! I think I'm really weird! Hahahahahaha!

Oh well, goodbye :)

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on , 2:07 AM

HELLO :)

Am in the midst of EOM, almost done actually. Final submission on Monday before the actual submission which is on the 6th I think! Not sure if it got extended! I pray it does!

Anyways, the coming Wed is PW day. My group is doing quite a number of things. Hope it would be successful. I am not expecting so much crowd though. Like I mean, WHO WOULD EVER BE INTERESTED! Hahahaha! Anyways, got ALOT of homework this weekend too! Not forgetting the 101 tests coming up! Gosh! And I've got only a day left! Parent-teacher-meet session tdy - more like yest - was ok. Nothing much, except, results really sucked big time. But somehow, it didn't hit me as hard as it did during the prelims last year :/ Gosh! Has my heart turned numb to all sorts of feelings?! Maybe it has, coz I hardly feel anything in it nowadays. Wonder why? But oh well. I guess a hole created, is a hole created after all. Somehow, it refuses to go. I dunno why. Gosh! Kay now my post is turning into an emo one!!

Moving on, I miss MY GANG! We're all so busy that we don't even have time to call each other! I hope we can meet up on a day when ALL OF US WILL BE PRESENT! I miss Shawn, hardly get to see him! And I hope the girls are doing ok too! Mangsy and Anita are SO stress-prone! Hahaha! Anyways, I can't wait for Aadiperukku when I get to see u guys in my sch! Like how cool is that! :DDDDD But first! let me just aim to get promoted first! :D With my results like that, I dun think that is even possible :S And I wanna go to that Econs trip at the end of the year! But the criteria is a pass for Econs! Gosh! Like that is ever possible! *Screams and pulls hair* Nah, I'll think of something :) As usual :) Haha.

So anyways, saw something on Friday and you've rendered me confused. Its back to square 1, till I realised the same cycle keeps happening and I got really pissed with myself. Let me repeat it again, "SCREW PEOPLE LIKE YOU!" :) Thank you :) I do not wish to elaborate, coz this is a blog for goodness sake. But I do need some space to vent some anger, so ya :)

That's about it. Goodbye :) Back to EOM-ing :D I think I'm getting used to this cycle oredi :S

And my mum says I talk like a train. Do I, really? :S

And b4 I forget, its 1st August oredi! Dear god, happy making time pass really fast :)

I feel like dancing all day.

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