on Thursday, July 1, 2010 , 8:47 PM

I didn't think I was ever gonna see you again. I wanna say many things but nothing comes out right.

But anyways, I wonder if you know that things are really very obvious and that I ain't that dumb. With that, i wonder why you did some of the things you did when you oredi -you know- But I too wonder why I did some of the things I did. Its kinda weird. And I do not like writing things up on a blog and letting the whole world know. I'd prefer to be more direct with things. But that is like duh, impossible, I do not have to state the obvious. Sometimes I wonder why do I think so much about somethings that never meant to happen. But sometimes I just can't help but ask why. I do not like emoing over issues such as this. And I do not blame you over it. Bcoz it is my fault too, for crossing the line. I wonder if what I said above even made any sense. HAHA! But oh well, right now, the heart is kinda empty and it feels nothing. Maybe it'll take some time before it is able to feel something again. Haha. So anyways, I'm choosing to leave all these behind and just move on. As it is that you have a life of your own now as well :) So, all the best in anything and everything hereafter! :)

Apart from that, Mid Year is finally over! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! So happy! I'm like freaking tired both mentally and physically! * faints* Ok, wadeva. So we're on 4 days holiday and its back to sch on the 6th with post exam activities, one of which includes going thru of GP paper (PUM PUM PUM)! I'm freaked out to the core! All the best to me! OH! And 'A' level MT oral exam timetable is out and I'm the LAST person on the FIRST day (0907)! It has its pros and cons. I was nvr the last person for oral b4, so sad :( And I've forgotten how to speak in tamil! OH MY GOD! HAHAHAHAHAHA! I hope I dun screw up though! I want my A and get this piece of shit over and done with, with my life! MUAHAHAHAHAHA! Man, I felt so bad for making it sound so bad, but hey, its MT, i dun care! :D

Oh and Aadiperukku's postponed to next yr March which clashes with JJ's vanavil! :( * sob sob* so the only thing to look forward to this semester: PROMOS *bangs head against wall*

Ok, wadeva, i need sleep, goodnight! :) Ecllipse with Pooja tmr! A semi-messed up plan with the gang + ANJELICA on Sat! :D And another gathering with another gang on Monday which I dun even know if its confirmed or not yet! HAHA! I'm gonna sleep 24/7 on Sunday! :D

Hahahaha! Bye! :D

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