on Sunday, May 30, 2010 , 11:41 PM

Heyho! =D Check out my NEW SCHOOL BAG! (Right) Hehehehehehehehehehehehehe! Mummy brought me shopping for 2 whole days! Me soooooooooooo happy! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! But I am not a spoilt kid OK! =D Hahahahaha! Outing with girls got cancelled :( AS USUAL! SO UNFAIR! God, me MUST meet them during the hols! Please make smth possible! May plans for 12th NOT BE RUINED! I LOVE YOU GOD! :) *Radio's playing my fav song AGAIN!* HAHAHAHA!











NEW BOOK I am reading currently! People say its VERY NICE. But it seems only ok to me. Its kinda draggy and boring at the start! :( My cousin finished this book in a few hours! :O SO I CAN TOO! Let me push a date for me to crane my neck and finish this book! May I not get the stiffness again! HAHAHA! *Recalls back the days when my neck got stiff last year* HAHA! Funny memories! :D


Ok, wadeva. Gotta go back to THE homeworks! There's Econs Lect tmr! Following which commitee meeting and then I'm planning to go cut my fringe! Should I or should I not?? Hmmmmm..... I'm in a dilemma! Where's DURGASHREE MURU when I need her the most?! EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEDIOTS!

Anyways, saw this incident when I was in the train!

*Train door opens and an Indian family walks in*

Boy, about the age of 10 or 11 rushes to the only available seat and sorta 'chops' that place. A lady from the opposite seat stands up to alight and the boy shouts at his mummy to sit. She was carrying a child about the age of 1 or 2 only. The father walks towards the boy and stands with the pram. Boy tells father to take his seat but father refuses and gives in to his child. However, boy stood up, forcefully sat the father down on the seat and boy sits on his daddy's lap. He then reaches out to the baby pram and makes sure it is carefully secured to the ground.

Both his parents looked very tired and worn out. They didn't appear that well-to-do to me, just like any average family. It seemed to me that the only source of energy they were getting that kept them going in this highly demanding life, is the son's enthu-ness.

SWEET or wad? :) I'm impressed! I dun think even I wld've done something like that despite being way older. *Feels guilty*

But my point of this whole thing is:

LOVE makes even the toughest of days, manageable :) HAHA!

*Toodles*

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on Sunday, May 23, 2010 , 7:16 PM
Lets just move on :)

"In life, shit happens" SO TRUE! Muahahahahahaha!

College day yesterday was great! Excluding the part whereby it got super cold in e hall and I think i was practically e only going "SO COLD! SO COLD!" Haha! Plus, omg, there were some cock ups here and there, with the video, the mike, some of the emcess. Woah! I hope they didn't get scolded terribly again! Well, anyways, the whole thing was awesome! The Alumni came back as well because alot of them were receiving prizes :) And after the whole thing ended, there were this group of people just talking among themselves.

Person 1: From behind when I saw that AYR (?) jacket, I knew it was gonna be you! And OMG it is! How have you been man?!
Everybody else: Giggles and continues conversation

Somehow, it felt good listening to just that part of the conversation. Imagine us being in the same position in years to come once we graduate from PJC and us years to come when we all meet up together again as JSS seniors. How cool is that?! Maybe Mangala will be like "From behind when I saw that puff, I knew it was gonna be you!" HAHAHAHA! Saying this only brings tears to my eyes. But at the end of the day, there's just one thing: Enjoy every little thing and treasure everyone around you when you still can! I'm glad I did just that especially in the last year of my JSS life. Its a new life here in PJ, and as my Principle said during her speech for college day "Its good to have more new beginnings than endings".

Sometimes its weird how things suddenly just happen. But trust me, EVERYTHING really does happen for a reason :) The world is so big! There's just so much yet to see. And as Pooja and I talked about some time back, how can someone, at an age of say only 17 say that their life is screwed up?! Then what about the remaining part of their lifes? I dunno, but I guess at the end of the day, its just about how you see everything, your perceptions on things and basically, how you see every single stage of growing up because it is during this period of time that we learn alot! And as Justin said b4, we learn something new everyday! I still haven't forgotten that! HAHA! I miss those people, that 4/5 environment, that position as the President for Indian dance and the Debate Coordinator of ELDDS and I wld do ANYTHING to get back just a day as a 4/5 student, a Debate Coordinator and a President all over again! HAHA!

But hey, we ain't starring in the movie "17 again" HAHA! This is LIFE! And we gotta get a move on with things! So lets just throw away wadeva setbacks as they are just gonna be a hindrance to every other thing coming in you way, even happiness! I know in my sorrow e past few days there have been a never ending stream of people asking me if I was ok, I'm sry for not responding well then, but I really do appreciate the care and concern 10S12 gives me :) And ofcoz, not forgetting those who even called me immediately after reading my status! Haha, with so much love here, why bother to look on the other side?

Thanks so much to EVERYONE! I love you all and thanks for being a part of my life, which is still beautiful despite all the imperfections it holds currently! I believe things would become better and I would make just that happen :)

Absence makes the heart grow fonder and when the 12th comes, I'm gonna hug all you girls and even shawn so tightly! HAHA! (erm, maybe Shawn, not so tightly! HAHA!) Well, its the last week of school, and GP mid year is on Thurs! One last week to make everything right before the semester ends!

Wish me luck for my exams and my PW interview! :D Haha!

Goodbye :)

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on Friday, May 21, 2010 , 7:23 PM
Here we go again!
SCREW YOU and EVERYONE ELSE who are just like you!

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on , 1:14 AM
Its weird how similar things happen all over again. Sometimes I wonder what exactly does God want me to do. I really dun want and can't stand any more of such crap! But I ain't complaining. Bcoz I never have complained. So, i'll just move on, because that's the only solution that beams right at my face at the moment :) We'll wait, for time to tell :)

P.S. Econs tutorial yesterday was great! Coz I answered majority of the questions! :D MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! I think the teacher likes me, she keeps calling me to answer them :P HAHA!

P.S.S. Its so weird how one can LOVE and HATE another they dun even know!

Goodbye! :) College Day tmr -.- There goes another Sat! -.-

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on Friday, May 14, 2010 , 10:14 PM
Heyhey! Wad a tiring week this has been! *Yawns!* :D

To start with Tuesday was rehearsel day. Actually we were supposed to end sch at 5 but our class was one of e few to go support the rugby match at CCAB so we were released at 2.45 :D But i cldn't go because i had rehearsel at UCC that very day and we were leaving school at 5pm -.- Sad. So anyways, rehearsel at UCC up till 10pm that day! Reached home at 10.30pm thanks to Visha's father who gave me a ride home! :D YAY! :)

Then on Wed morn, woke up at 5 am, went to sch, sang the national anthem, and went for dance practice. Actually my school was having its investiture on that day as well! And I cldn't even see my classmates getting their posts that day :( So sad :( So danced and danced and left sch at 11am to UCC. Most of us were oredi sleeping in the bus! HAHA! So once we approached UCC, we had lunch then went into our changing rooms and started preparing for our full dress rehearsel. We didn't have any make up on yet coz our teacher only came at 4pm to help us with those. So we were all sleeping b4 we were called to go down n perform. Haha. I just woke up when the teacher rushed in and told us that we were up next! HAHA! But anyway, e sleep was really a necessity coz i think i did well during e rehearsel! :D HAHA! So after that we went back to our changing rooms and were making a hell lot of noise instead of practising like e rest of e dances :P Haha, oh well! And so our teacher finally came and started with our make ups and hairdos! Oh! All of us did puffs for e concert! And i helped everyone make them! :D But after doing all 9 puffs, I was oredi so tired! HAHA! I should NEVER become a hairstylist in future! HAHA! So it was 7.30pm like finally and after a long wait, we were called! Half way down i realised i haven't worn e bangles! So i rushed back up and got them! We were back stage after that and were commenting on how pathetic e crowd was. Serously there were only 450 seats and the population of PJ is like a 1000+? Haiz so sad. And UCC stage was not very big at all! I think even RP stage was bigger! like WAY BIGGER! Omg I miss performing at RP during cultural night last year! :( HAHA! Anyways, performance was GREAT! Accept, I cld've been a bit more confident :( But i think i did well :) better than how i performed for Agni :D HAHA!

Anyways, pics wld be up in facebook soon! I've been uploading them for e past 3 hours! Facebook is sooooooooooooo sloooooooooow! God! Such shit! Wasted so much time on uploading! And I've still got loads of things to do! Haiz, maybe i should postpone the last song for some other time :D as well as shopping with the girls :( and anyway, i've got no mood to shop at the moment! Sry Durga! :( Haha.

Apart from those, today we got out posts for TLS. And I wanted the President post but got the Vice-President post instead. Kinda disappointing, but am kinda ok with it at the same time :) Janani's the new President, which is kinda expected. So yea. May everything go well and I think our commitee is filled with many potentials this year, so am kinda excited! :D I only hope I can manage everything! Both school work and and the CCA :) I dun wanna be screwing up my 'A's as well! :O Oh and I forgot, congrats to Mangs, for being e President of JJ's ICS! Am so proud of her and her small head! :D HAHA!

Mid Years are coming! GP paper in 2 weeks time! GP feels exactly like debate training and that scares me! Really :( Anyways, wish me luck! I cannot screw up mid years and I dun want to! :O

That's abt it! Am rly tired! :( Goodbye! :)

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on Sunday, May 9, 2010 , 8:21 AM
Masquerade 2010
12th May, at NUS, University Cultural Centre, tickets selling at $12 each!
Text me if u're interested! :D

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on Thursday, May 6, 2010 , 6:13 PM
Napha test this week and next. So far, cleared 2.4 :) And i'm just 2 mins away from my original stamina! Am so happy! My timing was 16.26. I want back my 14 for sure! But i'll improve, i know :) There's still one last chance next yr! As for this, after not running for a LOOOOONG time, plus putting on tons of weight :( and stamina deproving like crazy, i'm proud of my timing! :) But i think i cld've seriously chiong-ed e last round more! But oh well! Nvm :) I'm so proud of myself! Ate chocolates tdy after a LOOOOOOONG time too! :) YAY! :)

Shikin told me smth so depressing tdy :( I think she thought I was gonna be rly sad. But i wasn't! Muahahahahaha! But i am sad -.- But nvm :) I'm still ok :) I'M a WEIRDO! :D

Rehearsel yesterday went well :) I'm happy :) But we can do better, I'm sure of it :)

Another round of rehearsel tmr! This time, I'm gonna give my best!

Apart from that, Econs essay left to do! So, will update soon :) Maybe after next week when concert is all over! Funny, concert is on next wed, 12th May, ON A FREAKING SCHOOL DAY! And it all ends at 10pm! And Thursday's another school day :) weird much? Haha.

Bye! :)

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on Monday, May 3, 2010 , 9:05 PM
Somehow, it always boils down to me to make the massive decisions. "Its up to you. Its up to you." People say that repetitively. See how much a "YOU" can mean. YOU as a person, YOU as your mindset, YOU as your thoughts and thinkings.

Ok wadeva, lets not complicate things. Anyways, WE FINALLY FINISHED OUR DANCE TDY! Cool or wad?! WOOTS! Practice tmr but i only end lessons at 5 :( Wed is rehearsel day! And i feel so embarrased dancing in front of modern dancers. But lets just see wad happens! :) And i think right now is all e competition periods, so ALL THE BEST EVERYONE! :)

Goodbye :)

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on Sunday, May 2, 2010 , 12:09 AM
I hate it when there are so many questions in my head. I'm not a emo person u noe! I NEVER WAS! OH GOD! This week has been terrible! Especially Friday! Do u noe how many of my classmates came and ask me if I was ok! That shows how obvious my BLANK-ness was! I was seriously BLANK! Like i wld be paying attention during chem lesson. Then when Ms Ng is attending to someone personally, I'll be just staring at the white wall, my mind, as blank as it is -.- And then Pooja had to call my name a few times before I responded. And during Bio, my teacher had to come infront of me, snap her fingers rite in front of my face and ask if I was stoning. I shook my head and she asked me a question. Thank god, I KNEW THE ANSWER! Haha. But hey, that's not the point. The point is, wad's up with me? Uh! This sucks! I hate to be like that! I dun like PMS-ing! And I hate to be quiet! Bcoz I'm not such a person! OH GOODNESS!

How can someone possibly not know why they're pissed or why they're sad?! DUMB! DUMB! DUMB!

Wadeva, its 12am, I'm going to sleep. Just finished Bio. Maths, Chem and Econs to go tmr! Practice on Monday, School starting on Tues, Rehearsels on Wed and Fri and probably PW interview on Thursday if all goes well. I love my PW groupmates! They rock! :) Aren't I lucky? To have great teammates and great classmates! Not forgetting, great friends! The ones here at PJ and NEVER forgetting those who are in JJ :) My life would SO SUCK W/O THEM! :)

OH! Small gathering at cousin's place today was great :) But it sucks when they keep talking about JCs/ Polys/Subject combis/Universities :( Pls, we're tgt, why not talk about something less stressful? But this shows me something as well. SEE HOW DEMANDING THE WORLD IS!

Oh well. Goodnight. Am gonna sleep :)

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on Saturday, May 1, 2010 , 9:32 AM
Winner's creed:

We are what we have always been doing.

UCC performance is on the 12th May! Can't wait to see the stage at NUS! Practice has been going OK. But it needs more! More zest, more enthu and more.... me? Yeaaaa... :) No more blank days or blank moments! Get over it! The answer is right infront of me! Going to cousin's place later on. But am damn tired! Slept for 12hours and am still so tired! Muscle cramp! Damn! Shldn't have been too ambitious in the gym -.- Oh guess what, my left arm is stronger than my right! O.o WEIRD! But my shoulders are getting broader and my arm muscles are getting bigger! YAY! YAY! YAY! :) School on Monday for practice! HAHA! Cool or wad?! HAHA!

That's about it. Goodbye :)

P.S. Where's the passion?!

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